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People's unsolicited opinions are hurting me.

I started at over 100kg

Stayed on 74kg for about 2 years

And now I am at 58kg

Since october 25 I lost 16kg fast as I added daily 1h fast paced walking to my routine.

People are shocked and keep telling I am too skinny, or that I am wasting away, or that I am using the pen, or advising me to stop which I am about to, as this is my goal now.

I come from a dark background with chronic pain and depression, I was bedridden and now I am back running and moving freely, lower pain which I thought I would never be able to have again.

I was very happy with my progress until a week ago, but now they are getting in my head, I am over thinking and getting self conscious.

Be honest... Do you think it is too much?

u/DirectPresence5945 — 1 day ago
▲ 27 r/Joji

From Dublin

I thought I would share these with you all cause all my friend are tired of me talking about Joji and how awesome the concert was. The visuals were fire.

u/DirectPresence5945 — 1 day ago

Found this bracelet for 1euro

Still wondering if it is actually silver and if it is common to find silver this cheaper in thrift shops as I am new to it.

u/DirectPresence5945 — 5 days ago

Day One - Help! I am failing.

I have been a smoker for almost 14y now.

Like wake and bake and stay high until bed time.

For the last 5 years I am trying to stop without much success and now every single smoke fills me with guilt.

My whole life is tied to the plant and it is destroying it, to give myself, my marriage, my friendship and professional life a chance I must let it go.

I ran out of plant yesterday after tapering down for about a month, so today is day 1.

I already went for two walks and a run today.

A neighbour even mentioned that I am walking a lot today. 🥲

Now, it is the end of the day, Im feeling a bit cranky, couldn't eat anything all day, want to cry while Im trying my best to not call the plug.

How did you guys manage to get through the overwhelming feelings that comes during these first few days?

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u/DirectPresence5945 — 12 days ago

Penny 10 months apart

She was confined in a cement box for 8.5months and now she has been spoiled for nearly 10months.

It looks like she is loving life now.

Makes me feel like a good dog mommy. :)

u/DirectPresence5945 — 12 days ago

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I feel like I cannot fix who I am or my life, I hate myself, my body, my mind.

I just don't want to do life anymore.

I know I will hurt people around me, my husband, his family, my family.

But the feeling is so strong that I catch myself planning how to end it all.

I'm scared but it also feels like it could be freeing.

I feel broken, hopeless, and ready to go.

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u/DirectPresence5945 — 4 months ago