u/DirectPresence5945

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I feel like I cannot fix who I am or my life, I hate myself, my body, my mind.

I just don't want to do life anymore.

I know I will hurt people around me, my husband, his family, my family.

But the feeling is so strong that I catch myself planning how to end it all.

I'm scared but it also feels like it could be freeing.

I feel broken, hopeless, and ready to go.