u/Distinct_Candy_4951

I genuinely need to lose 3kg in 2 weeks does anyone have any advice. Please help me. No gym btw. And I'm a student it's hard to maintain my studies with diet etc

So hey guys I'm a teenager and I'm really interested in literature like fanfic and classic ones but still haven't gotten any books because I'm scared to ask my parents because they mostly think buying me books is a waste of money because they have bought me books but it's not what I'm interested in. like I prefer more romance,crime, thriller mystery but they buy me ones which aren't I tried reading them but I couldn't and some of them are in my mother language which I shouldn't be saying but I prefer english ones more than those. And I want to be a literature professor. I enjoy writing poems,stories and all. So any recommendations on books and advice to become a literature professor. It will be very helpful thank you.

We have 5 people here (+1 including later)

Me, A B C and D (E)

So apparently at class today one of my friends (A) pens was lost. Me, A n B sit together and C n D are behind us. A n B thought that it was me who hid it because to them I'm someone who pranks with them. But No i didn't so I told them no it wasn't me. And the worst part was that I ended up laughing because I thought it was so funny and stupid. But no they said things like I'm a thief blah blah like verbally harassing me. I said no it wasn't me I never did it. But no they took it way too far and there were quite a few things that were happening at home. So I gave up and broke up. I started crying because I felt bad that no one trusted me when I said it a thousand times that it wasn't. Our teacher was also there. My friends told the teacher that she (me)was crying and he said something funny and I ended up laughing. But apparently me crying wasn't enough someone (C or D idk) said that "omg she's such a fake stealing and then crying fake tears.huj what a hypocrite!" I lost my shit and the D said that omg she's a thief and then she saw me crying and asked me if I was crying but I lost my shit and accidentally hit D in the head instead of her shoulder. And then she started crying. I apologise I admit I was in the wrong.

And then later we're 5 in a group here comes E who wasn't present and asked what happened. So We told her about the misunderstandings. But no A wanted to play a lawyer. So she started harassing me how it was so embarrassing for D to get hit by me in front of the whole class. Yeah I admit it might have been I got angry.But wasn't it embarrassing that they pressured me so hard that I ended up crying. Apparently not because it's a joke between friends. So when she brought it up that D needs justice I didn't apologize blah blah blah. I told her that I'm at fault that I hit her and also that I didn't like that they didn't trust me. But apparently I was just looking for justification and I'm always in the wrong.

A ,B and me are in a trio. But I always feel left out. They don't listen to me. Yeah I agree I get angry too fast.

Something happened a few days ago

So I wrote a poem and forgot out it's existence it was in my maths copy and fell from it. I didn't wanted to show it to anyone because I thought it was embarrassing. But A saw it and asked me what's this. Omg a love letter I said no and quickly hide it. But they were pressuring me again I said no it's nothing don't worry. But they were harrassing me. So at last I told them that go to the toilet and check my body if you need to. And we went. After coming back. A started saying that you don't think if us as true friends. You wrote a love letter. You wrote that. So at last I ended up giving them the poem and told them to read it quietly and hide it as i didn't want anyone else to see it. But They went in the middle of the classroom trying to read it while walking from the last bench to the Black board. I told them no read in in our bench but they didn't listen . So yeah I got angry and Snatched the paper away but apparently B got hurt. B said that I pushed her very hard, i ended up hurting her. But I told you to respect my privacy. And the whole day B demanded for apology because I was wrong for taking my stand.And yes i apologise because I couldn't keep up with them (btw A and B are bestfriend and I'm just a leftover who's with them)