u/Double-Ad-6587

I have been seriously thinking about detransitioning. Never ever did i think l'll seriously ever consider detransitioning. Not because I don't feel like a woman on the inside, i do. I don't doubt that I'm trans. Been on hrt for 3 years and i male fail but l'm so tired of living life on the hardest difficultly setting. It seems like the whole world is against us. The constant stares and the isolation is too hard to cope with nowadays for me. As a cisman i had a good quality of life and now i just feel this is too hard. Anyone ever been in this place? Has anyone detransitioned for similar reasons?

I'll keep it short. I'm not from a Western country. l've been on HRT on and off for about 3 years now, and I definitely male-fail terribly. I get more strange looks when I'm boymoding. I don't girlmode at all nowadays, not at least for the last year. I know l'm a woman. I've known ever since I was a child. I'm 29 years old now (mtf transwoman), and because of how hard it is, I'm thinking about detransitioning. I don't know. I'm just tired of living life on hard mode. As a guy, my life was mostly privileged. I was conventionally good-looking. As a woman, I'm just so scared and worried about being looked at like a freak. I don't know what to do. I'm rambling, I know, but please, please, I want to hear from my sisters. I don't know what to do or think anymore.

I’ll keep it short. I’m not from a Western country. I’ve been on HRT on and off for about 3 years now, and I definitely male-fail terribly. I get more strange looks when I’m boymoding. I don’t girlmode at all nowadays, not at least for the last year.

I know I’m a woman. I’ve known ever since I was a child. I’m 29 years old now( male to female transwoman), and because of how hard it is, I’m thinking about detransitioning. I don’t know. I’m just tired of living life on hard mode.

As a guy, my life was mostly privileged. I was conventionally good-looking. As a woman, I’m just so scared and worried about being looked at like a freak.

I don’t know what to do. I’m rambling, I know, but please, please, I want to hear from my sisters. I don’t know what to do or think anymore.

I’ll keep it short. I’m not from a Western country. I’ve been on HRT on and off for about 3 years now, and I definitely male-fail terribly. I get more strange looks when I’m boymoding. I don’t girlmode at all nowadays, not at least for the last year. I know I’m a woman. I’ve known ever since I was a child. I’m 29 years old now(mtf transwoman), and because of how hard it is, I’m thinking about detransitioning. I don’t know. I’m just tired of living life on hard mode.

As a guy, my life was mostly privileged. I was conventionally good-looking. As a woman, I’m just so scared and worried about being looked at like a freak.

I don’t know what to do. I’m rambling, I know, but please, please, I want to hear from my sisters. I don’t know what to do or think anymore.