u/Dramatic-Yard-4300

So i'm a Demi²-mlm teen and ive been having a lot of drama in my fg cus of my demisexuality :(. So ive had this crush on this guy in my friend group (He's Omni) and we had a sleep over with 4 other people not including us and during this my best friend (only one that knows im mlm and my crush atp) pressures me into coming out and then i did. So at this point im not really mad at my best friend but THEN he pressures me into saying my crush to everyone and after like an hour i do and my crush lowkey did something (it wasnt saying yes but it wasnt no) me in the middle of the sleepover so for the rest of the hangout it was so fucking awkward and yeah idk how to feel, pls help!

NOTE: There is alot more that happened then just this, like my best friend tried to help me pull him.

So i'm a Demi²-mlm teen and ive been having a lot of drama in my fg cus of my demisexuality :(. So ive had this crush on this guy in my friend group (He's Omni) and we had a sleep over with 4 other people not including us and during this my best friend (only one that knows im mlm and my crush atp) pressures me into coming out and then i did. So at this point im not really mad at my best friend but THEN he pressures me into saying my crush to everyone and after like an hour i do and my crush lowkey did something (it wasnt saying yes but it wasnt no) me in the middle of the sleepover so for the rest of the hangout it was so fucking awkward and yeah idk how to feel, pls help!

NOTE: There is alot more that happened then just this, like my best friend tried to help me pull him.

EDIT: So all of my fg went to the local lake and just hanged out with eachother, it was quite awkward but oh well it got less awkward as time went on. So one thing I forgot to include is my bff and my crush kinda have a platonic relationship as a joke, or so I thought. Apparently they honestly had feeling for eachother and they are asking me to join them in a 'polyamorous relationship'. At the time and now im kinda disgusted by the idea (No offence) but I didnt say anything. So now one Issue has become another one.

So this is my first ever post on reddit btw!

So I (13-17 M) feel as im attracted to boys but also feel as the word 'gay' doesnt fit me... like is there a umbrella term. Im new to this whole LGBTQ thing. Ive also come out to my friends (not family yet) as double demi but not the MLM part... I think im Achillean or atleast thats the closest thing ive found. Please help me

P.S if i used a wrong term or smth i dont want to be offensive im new to this thing