u/Dromarnis

I already have a plan made, getting a job next month, and I will try to go to a shelter and save up and move to another city after, and if I'd have enough money, rent a cheap and small studio for myself. If not enough money, might move to another shelter in that city.

For context, I am a 19M from Romania, and my mom is a very toxic person, and since I was 12 I started thinking of dark thoughts and such, and I could list a lot of her stuff that she said that hurt me (like, when I was in the 3rd grade, she told me that she didn't wanted me; and kinda daily, or at least very frequent, either compares me to others or my brother, get yelled at for nothing (or as I call it, "due to her not being able to keep her calm"), and many more stuff she said and says), and other stuff (like favoriting my brother, even join in mocking me and such), but besides, she also threatens to beat me and gets drunk. And I had enough, since last month, and I already started making a plan and saving money and such.

There are like multiple plans I made for this move out, but this most recent one seems the best, alongside the second one.

The Plan:
-Main:
Gonna start getting my stuff tomorrow while mom is at work, and call the shelter and see where to go and stuff, and either tomorrow or these next days, trying to do it, going there with my stuff, and after, live my life a bit more relaxed until I go to job, earn money and check out on the other city I'd move to, on studios, other shelters there and job places there. And when time will be right, I'd move out there, and maybe going to the shelter for a bit, like 2-3 days until I'd get the studio's keys and be able to live there and so on.

-Second: Mostly, same stuff as the main plan, but move directly to that city, and live in that city's shelter until I'd work there, and rent my own studio or even apartment.

I have tried to save money a lot, and I have ~140$+, laptop, powerbank, and a lot of stuff I could get to either sell (unopened stuff), or keep them and don't spent money on them in the future.

I saved a lot of sites on Brave (laptop), and have a lot of stuff there, and even noted some on my phone and Reddit, and still trying ways to get them from Laptop to Phone.

I know what to pack and what I'd have to leave behind.

Made my messages for other family members, so they won't have to worry about me.

I'm trying to get all the achievements, and besides Hardcore one, I only need a lot of weapons to sacrifice to Telia (~51 weapons), and I'm only almost done with the 6th weapon (I only have P38 Dirk, Majordome, Wyatt PULSAR, Hell 'N' Back, and Warpig, and I work on Arbiter 2 now. I am missing CYB47 and Death's Toll (never saw them and don't have any of them, and I have at least one of each weapon in my church). Besides, I haven't gotten any Liberty Card or XP bonus stuff in a long time, and I got close to the 100h in game. Now, wanted to ask:
-Does enemies from other areas gives more XP? (I only play caves and barely Town tho)
-How do I get Liberty Card?
-Where/How do I unlock the other weapons (CYB47 and Death's Toll)??
And any other tips are welcomed!

Hello, I'm a 19M from Romania, and as I type this, my emotions are going crazy all over my head. Recently, I always feel like I can't take it anymore. Idk how to start this, but I live with my mom and brother, and finished high school, and since then, I started to feel a lot lonely, no messages by my friends and such, and at home, I can't take it anymore, not only almost 2 months ago, grandfather passed away, but at home, is worse.. There's a lot of reasons here, but most hurtful ones were when I was in the 3rd grade, mom said that she didn't wanted me, when I jokingly called my brother "Satan", mom told me to stop, but when others, a lot more people started calling me "pope" & "priest" (due to being religious), even she started calling me that, instead of stopping others. And not gonna forget, every moment when everyone preferred my brother over me.. Like, he got on a Christmas a phone, while I got a train toy... Besides, I always got that "gonna beat you up" type treatment if I'd tell others much about her and such, and I believe that's emotional abuse, and besides, mom keeps yelling at me for no reason, and she threaten to beat me (raised her hand) over seeing my collection of Monster Energy drinks, and I didn't drank them all or multiple in a day, only one a day, keeping some for future (after that haven't opened any other one).. And since then, I started having anxiety very high, felt very high tension around her, and it was so bad, that I planed a way to secretly move out of here, in another city, 7h away, without anyone knowing (until I'd be in a train, then messaging an aunt, cousin and one more person), and then after calls and such, who was on mom's side, blocked and no contact, but who were on my side, keeping the contact with them, but without telling anyone where I went and such.. And now, I don't know what to do, everything feels like it's better to end my life, cuz I feel like if I'd move out I'd be the bad guy, and maybe even without any family members on my side, making me kinda family-less (or orphan, in a way), but if I stay, I could not take it anymore.. It's always a feeling that the end would be better.. I don't know what to do, how to feel, if I'm n the wrong or not, to end it or not... I need some advice please.. The plan is made, and I have somewhere to go tho. Edit: forgot to say, dark thoughts came since I was 12.. Now, I feel bad that I want to move out, but feeling worse at home...

Hello, I'm a 19M from Romania, and as I type this, my emotions are going crazy all over my head. Recently, I always feel like I can't live happily anymore. Idk how to start this, but I live with my mom and brother, and finished high school, and since then, I started to feel a lot lonely, no messages by my friends and such, and at home, I can't take it anymore, not only almost 2 months ago, grandfather passed away, but at home, is worse.. There's a lot of reasons here, but most hurtful ones were when I was in the 3rd grade, mom said that she didn't wanted me, when I jokingly called my brother "Satan", mom told me to stop, but when others, a lot more people started calling me "pope" & "priest" (due to being religious), even she started calling me that, instead of stopping others. And not gonna forget, every moment when everyone preferred my brother over me.. Like, he got on a Christmas a phone, while I got a train toy... Besides, I always got that "gonna beat you up" type treatment if I'd tell others much about her and such, and I believe that's emotional abuse, and besides, mom keeps yelling at me for no reason, and she threaten to beat me (raised her hand) over seeing my collection of Monster Energy drinks, and I didn't drank them all or multiple in a day, only one a day, keeping some for future (after that haven't opened any other one).. And since then, I started having anxiety very high, felt very high tension around her, and it was so bad, that I planed a way to secretly move out of here, in another city, 7h away, without anyone knowing (until I'd be in a train, then messaging an aunt, cousin and one more person), and then after calls and such, who was on mom's side, blocked and no contact, but who were on my side, keeping the contact with them, but without telling anyone where I went and such.. And now, I don't know what to do, everything feels like it's better to end my life, cuz I feel like if I'd move out I'd be the bad guy, and maybe even without any family members on my side, making me kinda family-less (or orphan, in a way), but if I stay, I could not take it anymore.. It's always a feeling that the end would be better.. I don't know what to do, how to feel, if I'm n the wrong or not... I need some advice please.. Edit: forgot to mention that, I think this started since I was 12, only the 3rd grade thing was the earliest stuff, but since 12 it kept continuing.

Hello, I'm a 19M from Romania, and as I type this, my emotions are going crazy all over my head. Recently, I always feel like I can't take it anymore. Idk how to start this, but I live with my mom and brother, and finished high school, and since then, I started to feel a lot lonely, no messages by my friends and such, and at home, I can't take it anymore, not only almost 2 months ago, grandfather passed away, but at home, is worse.. There's a lot of reasons here, but most hurtful ones were when I was in the 3rd grade, mom said that she didn't wanted me, when I jokingly called my brother "Satan", mom told me to stop, but when others, a lot more people started calling me "pope" & "priest" (due to being religious), even she started calling me that, instead of stopping others. And not gonna forget, every moment when everyone preferred my brother over me.. Like, he got on a Christmas a phone, while I got a train toy... Besides, I always got that "gonna beat you up" type treatment if I'd tell others much about her and such, and I believe that's emotional abuse, and besides, mom keeps yelling at me for no reason, and she threaten to beat me (raised her hand) over seeing my collection of Monster Energy drinks, and I didn't drank them all or multiple in a day, only one a day, keeping some for future (after that haven't opened any other one).. And since then, I started having anxiety very high, felt very high tension around her, and it was so bad, that I planed a way to secretly move out of here, in another city, 7h away, without anyone knowing (until I'd be in a train, then messaging an aunt, cousin and one more person), and then after calls and such, who was on mom's side, blocked and no contact, but who were on my side, keeping the contact with them, but without telling anyone where I went and such.. And now, I don't know what to do, everything feels like it's better to end my life, cuz I feel like if I'd move out I'd be the bad guy, and maybe even without any family members on my side, making me kinda family-less (or orphan, in a way), but if I stay, I could not take it anymore.. It's always a feeling that the end would be better.. I don't know what to do, how to feel, if I'm n the wrong or not, to end it or not... I need some advice please.. I just want the pain to go away...

For context, I am 19 (legally an adult), from Romania, Bucharest, and recently (2 days ago) felt very anxious, very stressed, and feared mom a lot, and I think that is due to trauma from childhood, fear of getting beaten or yelled at. And it was so bad, I did not felt safe even in my room. Now, I made a plan on how to runaway, and it seems pretty great if I manage it, and it should be like a 100% succeed! My idea is to go to another city by train, and get help by some center that helps teens in difficulties (like I'd be, and could call some days before to prepare me a space there). Now, the situation at home became very toxic, and I always feel like unloved one, unwanted one (she even told me that, when I was 3rd grade, not forgetting that), everyone seemed to prefer my brother over me.. When I made fun of my brother, she told me to not call him like that anymore, but when everyone else called me a "pope" & "priest" (I'm religious), no one told anyone to stop, everyone kept calling me Pope and priest. When I was a child, she beat me up a lot because I drank some liquid medicine, and the thing is, she wasn't like "this stuff is bad if you get too much" and such, it was "What do I give your sister now?", and now The sister lives with her dad (which was a step dad for a bit for me). And there were more stuff, like insults, threats.. And for about 7 years, I always thought of taking my own life, and it became very close to that like last year... So it made it clearly. It was not about me.. Every day I feel like and emotional punching bag, a slave, trash, good for nothing guy, useless, unwanted.. And so, I made a plan that next week to do my runaway plan, and getting my bags at ~4 AM, get out, go by legs to school (to get there by like 8 AM), get some papers, and by 11:50, get the train to the new city, and move out on my own. And not only that, she won't have to feed a 3rd mouth! Now, the thing is, we also didn't had the support of a father, but also, it was not my fault that she had her first child (my brother) at FUCKING 18!! She was still in high school.. And also, most of my family (even grandmother) worked at a low salary biscuit factory.. And firstly, it's not my fault that I am here on this world, it's not my fault that she had a child at 18, not my fault that she did not had responsibility. And not gonna forget, I got told that I was unwanted, and probably traumatised since I was a child, and the dark thoughts for like 7 years straight.. And also, me leaving it will help her not having a 3rd mouth to feed...

Salut! Sunt major (am 19 ani), sunt din Bucuresti, si vreau sa plec de acasa din cauza abuzului si stresului pe care il am de mult timp. Nu stiu cand sa aplic planul de plecare, si daca sa il aplic fara sa stie nimeni sau sa cer un echipaj de politie, cand ar fii si mama acasa. As avea posibilitati unde sa ma duc dupa ce as pleca de aici, dar nu stiu cum si cand sa aplic, deoarece mama are pastrat si certificatul meu de nastere, dar am idee unde l-as putea gasii. De cateva zine nici nu ma simt in siguranta acasa, din cauza stresului.

Hi! I'm a 19 yo guy from Romania, Bucharest, and I wanna runaway, due to here, I feel anxious, isolated (tho, it's like a good safe place, not much disturbance), fear of mom (yes, really), and at home, everything is very toxic (like mom always yells or threatens to beat me or gets angry at me for small things, due to her tiredness and anger, and I'm not a punching bag), and it feels like most people prefer my brother, and mom is kinda strict, controlling, manipulative and emotional abusive. And all those combined makes me wanna take my life, but I wanna live peacefully, and I made a plan to runaway next week, all I gotta do is survive until then. Now, I am 19, which counts me as an adult, and also, I have some money to move to another city, but no place to stay (well, I kinda have, it's some emergency shelters, I'd have to call them, and they'd get me in there), and some money (~340 Ron, which is like ~66€/$, but getting stuff to sell, for up to +240-300€), and might have enough for like one or maybe 2 days at a cheap hotel, and sell stuff and instantly try working like a job, and some other works, like helping someone with stuff in his garden, or carrying stuff, or idk, but daily small income to help me. But emergency shelters are way better stuff, might go with them 100%. Now, what do you all say, is it worth it, to go no contact with anyone, and live in another city, and peacefully, and maybe do better from there? Cuz if I get into an emergency shelter, they'd take care of me for until I can live on my own in my own apartment. Any tips too?

Hi! This is a list of things I'd like to see in the future updates of SULFUR! Some might be more useful or fun than others, but it's tried my best to think some weapons and things that'd be fun and useful for the game! This list should contain mostly weapons, but also new other items, or cooking foods!!
NOTE: some ideas are just a simple "idea", haven't put a lot of effort into this before this post. And sorry if there's bad english.

#1 - WEAPONS

1. Grappling Hook Gun.
A gun specialized in mobility, going in some areas easily, and would be great with that trinket that has 120% more damage while in the air!! Also, gun uses a gun slot, so get a weapon that its great for the level you're going in! Main gimmick: Pulling.
Got two variant ideas for this:
V1 - Only Mobility -> the gun has NO DAMAGE! It only pulls you where you shot, and you'd be hanging until you click with this gun selected (so you can select the second weapon and attack the enemies, while being "in the air"). Any oil that has -dmg or -dmg% but other buffs, would only give the gun the buffs (as this has no damage stat), while, any damage buff oils (+dmg or +dmg%) does NOT add any damage. Only gets affected by bullet speed, +durability, and it does not have any other projectile than the hook. It'd be like D4RT, but you have to click again to "reload" or get the hook back in the gun. Durability ~500 (idk if it's too much or too little).
V2 - Mobility + Combat ->Mostly same as V1 but with damage (so, most of the V1 stuff I wrote is kinda worthless), more durability (as it's mobility + Combat now), and another thing it has, besides damage to enemies, it also pulls the enemy you attacked. It'd be great with weapons that are great at close range, and Melee weapons. A bit different than V1 but it'd bring new cool playable combos for combat!

2. Minigun.
A big inventory space taking gun, with big mag size, spread and durability (It was thought of having either 6000-7000 durability, to even 12000 durability, mainly as I thought myself that the repair kit can fully repair any weapon, but it will always have some "durability" to be wasted/lost, as no weapon has 6000+ durability). Due to it being on the idea of having a lot of bullets in its mag size, it'd have a lower damage bullets, maybe 100 damage (?)

3. Box Gloves. Melee weapon with charge attack!! It'd deal like 75 damage per attack, but the damage could get higher up to +300% more damage! The fully charged attack is an UPPERCUT!! The thing is, for maximum damage, it'd take a long time to charge. (thought of it as +25% more damage per second, being a 12s time to fully charge the attack). It'd be great vs single targets, but bad vs swarm/a lot of enemies. And a fully charge attack, if the enemy is tank enough to resist that damage once or twice, besides damage, it will also throw the enemy attacked up in the air, and pushing them slightly in the back (more in the air, rather than backwards).

#2 - ACHIEVEMENTS

1. Every Difficulty Completion Achievements.
There's an achievement for completing the game once, and there's one for completing the game on Hardcore, but mainly for personal preference, but as there's other gamemodes, I feel like there should be something for them, cuz besides my already made save on Hard (made before the update) and hardcore, there's no reason for me to try the other difficulties. And so, an achievement for beating the game on every difficulty feels rewarding! And even, there could be an achievement for completing a save with cheats enabled too!

2. Random achievements.
Achievements that I feel should've been in the game... Firstly, "Meet Bill"... Every other vendor has an achievement for meeting it, but Bill?!? I know about Bill as I saw him randomly on Endless mode, before I never knew about him. Why is he left out? And also, why not an achievement for having every thing from Arthur purchased (except the roguelike stuff)?

If anyone has looked through this complete post, thank you for your attention! Some stuff I thought to add here were scrapped, cuz like, some stuff would've been like "Add carrots" and "Add Cabbages" just for some extra 3 or 4 recipes, and even "Add a recipe to make Double Cheeseburger by two individual Cheeseburgers". Those 3 weapons are really fun to let go of their ideas!! Tbh, I would've added to this list a bunch of other bullshits, but there would be a lot of work for somethings really small, even for an achievement isn't that worth adding. And the achievements, are simple ideas, that I feel like they should be added. But I'm here for the weapons mostly!! Hope the devs take the weapons in consideration, and maybe find a way to bring them to the game!