u/Dry_Water74

Except me I have a younger brother and mom dad in my family. So starting from my brother I always support him so that he doesn't have to go through what I have been through but whenever it's his time leave being positive or atleast neutral about me he will just be negative about me and add more fuel to the fire.

And my parents they just don't want me they literally say humare pure parivar ko barbaad krke rakh diya hai ghar me sari burayi iski wajah se hi aa rhi hai and have said many times in the past ki achha hota paida hote hi mr jata and much more

Now they are in another room and cursing me

Although I am now used to all these things but things have escalated even more today now no one is even talking to me haven't been given food after breakfast have been denied my sleeping room also indirectly they said me to run away from the house.

all this even after I scored 98%ile in mains to which they were not at all happy also to my 99.3%ile in maths they said with full of anger maths itni hi achhi thi toh 0.7% bachho se peeche kyu reh gya. All these things are going in my house when I am supposed to give JEE Advanced in 10 days. Also Everytime while going to exam centre they curse me koi mtlb nhi hai tum jaise 3rd class ladke ko exam dene ka mt hi jao exam dene and all

They feel that they have done some out of the universe work by feeding giving a shelter and providing basic necessities to live to someone whom they themselves brought to this world and then get jealous whenever I talk happily about my friends and praise them that they always help me in my tough times and then start saying evil about my friendship too.

I always feel it's my friend coz of whom I have survived till now from all my suicidal and depression phase.

I am just fed up from all these things daily, just want to move out as soon as possible.