How do I stay positive while doing a big cleaning project?
I'm posting on here so I can get motivation or advice from real people in real time, rather than just googling it. So me and my Dad are cleaning out the once spare bedroom, and it's pretty bad. We made a breakthrough today and can now open the door almost fully. The entire reason I'm doing this is for cash, and the possibility to buy some of my favorite creator's merch. I've already waited multiple weeks, and still haven't been able to order anything. To someone like me, days go by very slowly, and doing so much work really tires me out. When we were taking a break, I was contemplating whether or not this was worth it, and for a moment I really thought it wasn't. My room is littered with my Dad's clothes, and haphazardly discarded blankets and such that were originally thrown in that same room. My room is always very clean, it's logically the cleanest in the house, and knowing I may have to keep my room like this for a while makes me so uncomfortable. Me and my Dad have a good relationship, but spending time with him is usually so awkward, and he gets angry/irritated very easily. I kinda have to keep going, because starting something so big to just throw it away would most likely make my parents very disappointed in me. I don't know what to do, and my constantly switching mind and emotions isn't helping either. If anyone could help me in any way, I'd greatly appreciate it. All I ask is please don't be mean/rude, I know that's stupid to ask because it's the Internet, but it's worth a shot.