Femboy struggles.
Hello! this is gonna be a long one so hang in tight.
I have bad anxiety so id like to soothe myself
DO PEOPLE LIKE TALL FEMBOYS?? im currently ALMOST 6' but i love being a femboy, and im worried im not cut out for it.
Weight. at about 5'11 im 143 lbs, and i think im too heavy. from that ive developed eating disorders, and i have thick thighs/rear and all but i still think im chubby. so for answers to this one, any workout routines that would move that weight to give me better thighs?.
Im a pushover. I get told one bad thing and i almost cry. for example, ive been talking to this boy that i kinda like, and i was talking to him about my struggles with myself/weight and he said "Your not that fat, your just a bit chubby". i genuinely almost cried for the entirety of today, and im too scared to explain to him that im sensitive as hell. (More on this relationship later.)
i struggle with my identity. i HATE myself. i cant look in the mirror without wanting to look away, and every day i wonder "am i gay?! am i straight?! who am i?!?!? i dunno!?" and it hurts me so bad.
I dont even know who i am. My parents say they would accept me if i came out but im still scared bc my family is christian, and i dont want to hurt them, i dont even know if im gay or straight, i usually just tell people im straight or bisexual, and i just roll with that.
Relationships. i cannot talk to people. i get such bad social anxiety, and the guy im currently talking too lives like halfway across the U.S, witch sucks for me because my MAIN LOVE LANGUAGE is physical touch, i mean i LOVE snuggles and cuddling and hugs and all of that.
I just need help. im sorry if i come off as weird for the record.
You do not have to answer to this, questions are also welcome