u/Eastern_Function8212

Hey guys, so I’m (19M) planning to really starting to work out, to diet, and to eat properly and healthy. I’m pretty new when it comes to fitness and nutrition goals, so I have no idea what’s best for me, so I apologize if I say anything weird or dumb. I have a really weird body type. I have face fat, fat cheekbones, fat cheeks, double chin, skinny flappy arms, flappy biceps, thin hands, thin fingers, fat stomach/belly, fat hips, thick skin, thighs are not bad looking, and legs are not bad looking.

My goal is to lose face fat, slimmer face, lose cheek fat, slimmer cheeks, lose cheekbone fat, slimmer cheekbones, lose double chin, slimmer and sharper chin, slimmer and sharper jawline, visible Adam’s apple, build muscle, good collarbone, broad shoulders, big biceps, big arms, big hands (thick hands), big fingers (thick fingers), lose stomach/belly fat, lose hip fat, stretchy skin, big model like pecs, model like v line six pack abs, slimmer hips, Greek God like back, toned thighs, toned legs, and weighting around 200 lbs. My current weight is about 155 lbs. Having my biceps and arms the most weighted body parts in my whole body, while having low body fat in the rest of my body. So basically my dream body would be a combination of athletic, male model, and Greek God if that makes sense.

With all that being said, what meal plan recommendations do you guys recommend? What 7 different breakfast meals and 7 different lunch meals do y’all recommend based on my goal? Is having dinner really necessary? Is having snacks really necessary? Should I not eat healthy carbs? What’s the best time of the day to stop eating before sleep/before night or is that not necessary? Do you recommend me supplements, if so, which specific ones? Is it better to workout in the morning or evening? Is it better to eat before or after you workout? What are the differences between lean, cut, and bulk, and are any of these beneficial to my goal? What stretches do you recommend before working out?

How long should I workout for a day? What other specific out of the gym exercises and workouts do you recommend or it’s all in the gym? I also plan to hang from a pull up bar for my back to improve my back and box a punching bag to know how to fight. Is it best to take it slow on the first day, first few days, first week, or just regularly train hard on the first day? What specific gym equipment should I spend more time on compared to others based on my goals? (For example: 40 mins here, 20 mins there) What specific gym equipment do you recommend and that’ll be best for my goal? (The reason why I ask is because my gym has a lot of gym equipment and I want to use to right and specific ones for my goals)

Thanks guys so much for your time reading all this. I really appreciate it. Sorry for asking a lot of questions. Hope y’all have a good day.

Hey guys, so I’m (19M) planning to really starting to work out, to diet, and to eat properly and healthy. I’m pretty new when it comes to fitness and nutrition goals, so I have no idea what’s best for me, so I apologize if I say anything weird or dumb. I have a really weird body type. I have face fat, fat cheekbones, fat cheeks, double chin, skinny flappy arms, flappy biceps, thin hands, thin fingers, fat stomach/belly, fat hips, thick skin, thighs are not bad looking, and legs are not bad looking.

My goal is to lose face fat, slimmer face, lose cheek fat, slimmer cheeks, lose cheekbone fat, slimmer cheekbones, lose double chin, slimmer and sharper chin, slimmer and sharper jawline, visible Adam’s apple, build muscle, good collarbone, broad shoulders, big biceps, big arms, big hands (thick hands), big fingers (thick fingers), lose stomach/belly fat, lose hip fat, stretchy skin, big model like pecs, model like v line six pack abs, slimmer hips, Greek God like back, toned thighs, toned legs, and weighting around 200 lbs. My current weight is about 155 lbs. Having my biceps and arms the most weighted body parts in my whole body, while having low body fat in the rest of my body. So basically my dream body would be a combination of athletic, male model, and Greek God if that makes sense.

With all that being said, what meal plan recommendations do you guys recommend? What 7 different breakfast meals and 7 different lunch meals do y’all recommend based on my goal? Is having dinner really necessary? Is having snacks really necessary? Should I not eat healthy carbs? What’s the best time of the day to stop eating before sleep/before night or is that not necessary? Do you recommend me supplements, if so, which specific ones? Is it better to workout in the morning or evening? Is it better to eat before or after you workout? What are the differences between lean, cut, and bulk, and are any of these beneficial to my goal? What stretches do you recommend before working out?

How long should I workout for a day? What other specific out of the gym exercises and workouts do you recommend or it’s all in the gym? I also plan to hang from a pull up bar for my back to improve my back and box a punching bag to know how to fight. Is it best to take it slow on the first day, first few days, first week, or just regularly train hard on the first day? What specific gym equipment should I spend more time on compared to others based on my goals? (For example: 40 mins here, 20 mins there) What specific gym equipment do you recommend and that’ll be best for my goal? (The reason why I ask is because my gym has a lot of gym equipment and I want to use to right and specific ones for my goals)

Thanks guys so much for your time reading all this. I really appreciate it. Sorry for asking a lot of questions. Hope y’all have a good day.

Hey guys, so I’m (19M) planning to really starting to work out, to diet, and to eat properly and healthy. I’m pretty new when it comes to fitness and nutrition goals, so I have no idea what’s best for me, so I apologize if I say anything weird or dumb. I have a really weird body type. I have face fat, fat cheekbones, fat cheeks, double chin, skinny flappy arms, flappy biceps, thin hands, thin fingers, fat stomach/belly, fat hips, thick skin, thighs are not bad looking, and legs are not bad looking.

My goal is to lose face fat, slimmer face, lose cheek fat, slimmer cheeks, lose cheekbone fat, slimmer cheekbones, lose double chin, slimmer and sharper chin, slimmer and sharper jawline, visible Adam’s apple, build muscle, good collarbone, broad shoulders, big biceps, big arms, big hands (thick hands), big fingers (thick fingers), lose stomach/belly fat, lose hip fat, stretchy skin, big model like pecs, model like v line six pack abs, slimmer hips, Greek God like back, toned thighs, toned legs, and weighting around 200 lbs. My current weight is about 155 lbs. Having my biceps and arms the most weighted body parts in my whole body, while having low body fat in the rest of my body. So basically my dream body would be a combination of athletic, male model, and Greek God if that makes sense.

With all that being said, what meal plan recommendations do you guys recommend? What 7 different breakfast meals and 7 different lunch meals do y’all recommend based on my goal? Is having dinner really necessary? Is having snacks really necessary? Should I not eat healthy carbs? What’s the best time of the day to stop eating before sleep/before night or is that not necessary? Do you recommend me supplements, if so, which specific ones? Is it better to workout in the morning or evening? Is it better to eat before or after you workout? What are the differences between lean, cut, and bulk, and are any of these beneficial to my goal? What stretches do you recommend before working out?

How long should I workout for a day? What other specific out of the gym exercises and workouts do you recommend or it’s all in the gym? I also plan to hang from a pull up bar for my back to improve my back and box a punching bag to know how to fight. Is it best to take it slow on the first day, first few days, first week, or just regularly train hard on the first day? What specific gym equipment should I spend more time on compared to others based on my goals? (For example: 40 mins here, 20 mins there) What specific gym equipment do you recommend and that’ll be best for my goal? (The reason why I ask is because my gym has a lot of gym equipment and I want to use to right and specific ones for my goals)

Thanks guys so much for your time reading all this. I really appreciate it. Sorry for asking a lot of questions. Hope y’all have a good day.

My dearest Beautiful angel,

Hey my Beautiful Angel, I hope you're doing well and feeling safe. I don't know where in the world you are right now or when you'll ever read this, but I forgot to mention that I had a fantasy of us finally meeting after being apart for so long.

There I was barefoot in a white short sleeve button up shirt and white shorts wandering around in a big remote open field filled with dead weeds. I was the only person there, wondering how I got there. It looked very depressing. The sky was gray with dark clouds covering it, the air didn't smell nice, and the huge field with dead weeds made the place feel even worse. It's like the world just ended and I was the only person who survived. It was just nothing from what l've seen, no life and no beauty of nature.

Then, from a far away distance, I saw something glowing, like a light. The light started flashing bigger as it moved closer to me. I noticed it wasn't a light. It was you. That's when I finally saw you. A beautiful girl walking towards me, you walking barefoot in a beautiful white flowing dress. You were so beautiful. I couldn't stop looking at you. I couldn't stop smiling at you. As you were walking towards me at the field of dead weeds, I began to notice everything changing. The field of dead weeds began to transform into a field of colorful flowers. Colors of red, pink, blue, yellow, white, and purple. The gray sky with dark clouds disappeared and transformed into a clear blue sky with a shining sun. The air now had a sweet scent unlike before. I then realized that it was you who was making all these beautiful changes and transformations. It's if I just saw the most beautiful angel who just came down from Heaven, walking towards me and bringing beauty to Earth with her powers. Your cute bare feet touching the dead weeds are turning into colorful flowers as you kept on walking.

Then you began to softly hum and melody. Out of nowhere, a swarm of adorable animals started following you as you continued to walk and hum. Bunnies, squirrels, birds, deer, and ducklings were all behind you and kept on following you wherever you go.

Then you finally noticed me. Our eyes finally locked. You gasped and noticed it's me. You smiled. I smiled back. Then I began running towards you. You began running towards me. You yelled out my name. I yelled out your name right back. We finally met in the middle. I then gently lift you up in my arms and twirled you around. I gently pulled you into my arms and gave you a nice warm hug. You smelled so good. A combination of fresh flowers, honey, and vanilla. Like this is what you naturally smelled like without shampoo, hair conditioner, body wash, hairspray, nor perfume. It felt nice and so good hugging you.

Suddenly, out of nowhere, as we continued to hug, never letting go, I lost my balance and landed on the field of flowers, while you landed on me. I laughed and you giggled as the animals started to circle around us from a distance and watched us. I kept looking at you more deeply. I then began to tickle you gently. You began to laugh and giggle. Then you tickled me back. I started laughing. We then were tickling each other at the same time filled with uncontrollable laughter and giggles. The animals quietly kept watching us as we kept on moving around. As we kept tickling each other, our bare feet touched. I noticed how very clean and soft your feet were. As if nothing could harm you and the dead weeds before didn't bother you. As our tickle battle slowly can to an end, we were out of breath.

At that moment, I just kept looking at you deeply, more serious this time. Everything about you was just so rare, so precious, and so beautiful. I every time I hear your voice, when you speak, sing, hum, laugh, and giggle, it always warms my heart and soul. I then gently stroke your silky hair. You looked at me deeply too. I told you softly: "Hey" and you responded "Hey" back. Then I kissed your forehead and your cute nose. You said: "I love you" to me and I responded: "I love you more." Then our lips met as we closed our eyes. It felt magical. I told you how much I loved you and how happy I was. We then were cuddling and snuggling on the field of flowers. Your head resting on my chest, your hand resting over my heart, my arm wrapping around you, and your other hand holding my hand, never letting go. During this moment, I gave you soft little kisses while gently rubbing your back. The animals still silently kept on watching us. You telling me that you want a life with me.

Me telling you that I want to be with you forever as we kept on talking about your future life together while cuddling and snuggling as our skin began to touch. Your skin felt so soft. Softer than silk itself.
You then began to close your eyes as you kissed me. I then do the same as I kissed your head. At that point, I didn't even know if you were real or not. I didn't know if you just came out straight from a fairytale. I didn't know if you were an angel, a pretty princess, a goddess, or all. But my god you were so cute, so pretty, so beautiful, so gorgeous, so stunning, so precious, so special, so sweet, so rare, and absolutely breathtaking inside out. The way way your hair shined, the way your eyes sparkled, the way your skin glowed, the way you smiled, the way you smelled, the way you laughed, the way you giggled, the way you were looking at me, the way you turned the dead weeds into colorful flowers as you were walking, the way the animals were following you, it's like if the world's most beautiful girl chose me to be with her.

From there, I can't wait to have a beautiful moment like that with you, my darling in real life. I know you're out there somewhere in this world. I can't wait to finally see you and meet you in person after all this time. I can't wait to run to you, lit you up in my arms, and twirl you around up high when I finally see you in person just like I did to you in my fantasy. I can't to give you a big hug and kiss you endlessly. I don't know where you are right now my Beautiful Princess, but just know that I love you so deeply incredibly very much from the bottom of my heart. I can't wait to spend a beautiful moment like that together, with my love, with my soulmate, with my life, with my other half, with my best friend, with my girlfriend, and with my wife. I know that one day we'll find each other and spend the rest of our lives together forever.

I Love you so deeply very much my future girlfriend-soulmate-wife.

Love,

Your future Teddy Bear and future Knight in Shining Armor (Future boyfriend-soulmate-husband)

My dearest Beautiful angel,

Hey my Beautiful Angel, I hope you're doing well and feeling safe. I don't know where in the world you are right now or when you'll ever read this, but I forgot to mention that I had a fantasy of us finally meeting after being apart for so long.

There I was barefoot in a white short sleeve button up shirt and white shorts wandering around in a big remote open field filled with dead weeds. I was the only person there, wondering how I got there. It looked very depressing. The sky was gray with dark clouds covering it, the air didn't smell nice, and the huge field with dead weeds made the place feel even worse. It's like the world just ended and I was the only person who survived. It was just nothing from what l've seen, no life and no beauty of nature.

Then, from a far away distance, I saw something glowing, like a light. The light started flashing bigger as it moved closer to me. I noticed it wasn't a light. It was you. That's when I finally saw you. A beautiful girl walking towards me, you walking barefoot in a beautiful white flowing dress. You were so beautiful. I couldn't stop looking at you. I couldn't stop smiling at you. As you were walking towards me at the field of dead weeds, I began to notice everything changing. The field of dead weeds began to transform into a field of colorful flowers. Colors of red, pink, blue, yellow, white, and purple. The gray sky with dark clouds disappeared and transformed into a clear blue sky with a shining sun. The air now had a sweet scent unlike before. I then realized that it was you who was making all these beautiful changes and transformations. It's if I just saw the most beautiful angel who just came down from Heaven, walking towards me and bringing beauty to Earth with her powers. Your cute bare feet touching the dead weeds are turning into colorful flowers as you kept on walking.

Then you began to softly hum and melody. Out of nowhere, a swarm of adorable animals started following you as you continued to walk and hum. Bunnies, squirrels, birds, deer, and ducklings were all behind you and kept on following you wherever you go.

Then you finally noticed me. Our eyes finally locked. You gasped and noticed it's me. You smiled. I smiled back. Then I began running towards you. You began running towards me. You yelled out my name. I yelled out your name right back. We finally met in the middle. I then gently lift you up in my arms and twirled you around. I gently pulled you into my arms and gave you a nice warm hug. You smelled so good. A combination of fresh flowers, honey, and vanilla. Like this is what you naturally smelled like without shampoo, hair conditioner, body wash, hairspray, nor perfume. It felt nice and so good hugging you.

Suddenly, out of nowhere, as we continued to hug, never letting go, I lost my balance and landed on the field of flowers, while you landed on me. I laughed and you giggled as the animals started to circle around us from a distance and watched us. I kept looking at you more deeply. I then began to tickle you gently. You began to laugh and giggle. Then you tickled me back. I started laughing. We then were tickling each other at the same time filled with uncontrollable laughter and giggles. The animals quietly kept watching us as we kept on moving around. As we kept tickling each other, our bare feet touched. I noticed how very clean and soft your feet were. As if nothing could harm you and the dead weeds before didn't bother you. As our tickle battle slowly can to an end, we were out of breath.

At that moment, I just kept looking at you deeply, more serious this time. Everything about you was just so rare, so precious, and so beautiful. I every time I hear your voice, when you speak, sing, hum, laugh, and giggle, it always warms my heart and soul. I then gently stroke your silky hair. You looked at me deeply too. I told you softly: "Hey" and you responded "Hey" back. Then I kissed your forehead and your cute nose. You said: "I love you" to me and I responded: "I love you more." Then our lips met as we closed our eyes. It felt magical. I told you how much I loved you and how happy I was. We then were cuddling and snuggling on the field of flowers. Your head resting on my chest, your hand resting over my heart, my arm wrapping around you, and your other hand holding my hand, never letting go. During this moment, I gave you soft little kisses while gently rubbing your back. The animals still silently kept on watching us. You telling me that you want a life with me.

Me telling you that I want to be with you forever as we kept on talking about your future life together while cuddling and snuggling as our skin began to touch. Your skin felt so soft. Softer than silk itself.
You then began to close your eyes as you kissed me. I then do the same as I kissed your head. At that point, I didn't even know if you were real or not. I didn't know if you just came out straight from a fairytale. I didn't know if you were an angel, a pretty princess, a goddess, or all. But my god you were so cute, so pretty, so beautiful, so gorgeous, so stunning, so precious, so special, so sweet, so rare, and absolutely breathtaking inside out. The way way your hair shined, the way your eyes sparkled, the way your skin glowed, the way you smiled, the way you smelled, the way you laughed, the way you giggled, the way you were looking at me, the way you turned the dead weeds into colorful flowers as you were walking, the way the animals were following you, it's like if the world's most beautiful girl chose me to be with her.

From there, I can't wait to have a beautiful moment like that with you, my darling in real life. I know you're out there somewhere in this world. I can't wait to finally see you and meet you in person after all this time. I can't wait to run to you, lit you up in my arms, and twirl you around up high when I finally see you in person just like I did to you in my fantasy. I can't to give you a big hug and kiss you endlessly. I don't know where you are right now my Beautiful Princess, but just know that I love you so deeply incredibly very much from the bottom of my heart. I can't wait to spend a beautiful moment like that together, with my love, with my soulmate, with my life, with my other half, with my best friend, with my girlfriend, and with my wife. I know that one day we'll find each other and spend the rest of our lives together forever.

I Love you so deeply very much my future girlfriend-soulmate-wife.

Love,

Your future Teddy Bear and future Knight in Shining Armor (Future boyfriend-soulmate-husband)

My dearest Beautiful angel,

Hey my Beautiful Angel, I hope you're doing well and feeling safe. I don't know where in the world you are right now or when you'll ever read this, but I forgot to mention that I had a fantasy of us finally meeting after being apart for so long.

There I was barefoot in a white short sleeve button up shirt and white shorts wandering around in a big remote open field filled with dead weeds. I was the only person there, wondering how I got there. It looked very depressing. The sky was gray with dark clouds covering it, the air didn't smell nice, and the huge field with dead weeds made the place feel even worse. It's like the world just ended and I was the only person who survived. It was just nothing from what l've seen, no life and no beauty of nature.

Then, from a far away distance, I saw something glowing, like a light. The light started flashing bigger as it moved closer to me. I noticed it wasn't a light. It was you. That's when I finally saw you. A beautiful girl walking towards me, you walking barefoot in a beautiful white flowing dress. You were so beautiful. I couldn't stop looking at you. I couldn't stop smiling at you. As you were walking towards me at the field of dead weeds, I began to notice everything changing. The field of dead weeds began to transform into a field of colorful flowers. Colors of red, pink, blue, yellow, white, and purple. The gray sky with dark clouds disappeared and transformed into a clear blue sky with a shining sun. The air now had a sweet scent unlike before. I then realized that it was you who was making all these beautiful changes and transformations. It's if I just saw the most beautiful angel who just came down from Heaven, walking towards me and bringing beauty to Earth with her powers. Your cute bare feet touching the dead weeds are turning into colorful flowers as you kept on walking.

Then you began to softly hum and melody. Out of nowhere, a swarm of adorable animals started following you as you continued to walk and hum. Bunnies, squirrels, birds, deer, and ducklings were all behind you and kept on following you wherever you go.

Then you finally noticed me. Our eyes finally locked. You gasped and noticed it's me. You smiled. I smiled back. Then I began running towards you. You began running towards me. You yelled out my name. I yelled out your name right back. We finally met in the middle. I then gently lift you up in my arms and twirled you around. I gently pulled you into my arms and gave you a nice warm hug. You smelled so good. A combination of fresh flowers, honey, and vanilla. Like this is what you naturally smelled like without shampoo, hair conditioner, body wash, hairspray, nor perfume. It felt nice and so good hugging you.

Suddenly, out of nowhere, as we continued to hug, never letting go, I lost my balance and landed on the field of flowers, while you landed on me. I laughed and you giggled as the animals started to circle around us from a distance and watched us. I kept looking at you more deeply. I then began to tickle you gently. You began to laugh and giggle. Then you tickled me back. I started laughing. We then were tickling each other at the same time filled with uncontrollable laughter and giggles. The animals quietly kept watching us as we kept on moving around. As we kept tickling each other, our bare feet touched. I noticed how very clean and soft your feet were. As if nothing could harm you and the dead weeds before didn't bother you. As our tickle battle slowly can to an end, we were out of breath.

At that moment, I just kept looking at you deeply, more serious this time. Everything about you was just so rare, so precious, and so beautiful. I every time I hear your voice, when you speak, sing, hum, laugh, and giggle, it always warms my heart and soul. I then gently stroke your silky hair. You looked at me deeply too. I told you softly: "Hey" and you responded "Hey" back. Then I kissed your forehead and your cute nose. You said: "I love you" to me and I responded: "I love you more." Then our lips met as we closed our eyes. It felt magical. I told you how much I loved you and how happy I was. We then were cuddling and snuggling on the field of flowers. Your head resting on my chest, your hand resting over my heart, my arm wrapping around you, and your other hand holding my hand, never letting go. During this moment, I gave you soft little kisses while gently rubbing your back. The animals still silently kept on watching us. You telling me that you want a life with me.

Me telling you that I want to be with you forever as we kept on talking about your future life together while cuddling and snuggling as our skin began to touch. Your skin felt so soft. Softer than silk itself.
You then began to close your eyes as you kissed me. I then do the same as I kissed your head. At that point, I didn't even know if you were real or not. I didn't know if you just came out straight from a fairytale. I didn't know if you were an angel, a pretty princess, a goddess, or all. But my god you were so cute, so pretty, so beautiful, so gorgeous, so stunning, so precious, so special, so sweet, so rare, and absolutely breathtaking inside out. The way way your hair shined, the way your eyes sparkled, the way your skin glowed, the way you smiled, the way you smelled, the way you laughed, the way you giggled, the way you were looking at me, the way you turned the dead weeds into colorful flowers as you were walking, the way the animals were following you, it's like if the world's most beautiful girl chose me to be with her.

From there, I can't wait to have a beautiful moment like that with you, my darling in real life. I know you're out there somewhere in this world. I can't wait to finally see you and meet you in person after all this time. I can't wait to run to you, lit you up in my arms, and twirl you around up high when I finally see you in person just like I did to you in my fantasy. I can't to give you a big hug and kiss you endlessly. I don't know where you are right now my Beautiful Princess, but just know that I love you so deeply incredibly very much from the bottom of my heart. I can't wait to spend a beautiful moment like that together, with my love, with my soulmate, with my life, with my other half, with my best friend, with my girlfriend, and with my wife. I know that one day we'll find each other and spend the rest of our lives together forever.

I Love you so deeply very much my future girlfriend-soulmate-wife.

Love,

Your future Teddy Bear and future Knight in Shining Armor (Future boyfriend-soulmate-husband)

My dearest Beautiful angel,

Hey my Beautiful Angel, I hope you're doing well and feeling safe. I don't know where in the world you are right now or when you'll ever read this, but I forgot to mention that I had a fantasy of us finally meeting after being apart for so long.

There I was barefoot in a white short sleeve button up shirt and white shorts wandering around in a big remote open field filled with dead weeds. I was the only person there, wondering how I got there. It looked very depressing. The sky was gray with dark clouds covering it, the air didn't smell nice, and the huge field with dead weeds made the place feel even worse. It's like the world just ended and I was the only person who survived. It was just nothing from what l've seen, no life and no beauty of nature.

Then, from a far away distance, I saw something glowing, like a light. The light started flashing bigger as it moved closer to me. I noticed it wasn't a light. It was you. That's when I finally saw you. A beautiful girl walking towards me, you walking barefoot in a beautiful white flowing dress. You were so beautiful. I couldn't stop looking at you. I couldn't stop smiling at you. As you were walking towards me at the field of dead weeds, I began to notice everything changing. The field of dead weeds began to transform into a field of colorful flowers. Colors of red, pink, blue, yellow, white, and purple. The gray sky with dark clouds disappeared and transformed into a clear blue sky with a shining sun. The air now had a sweet scent unlike before. I then realized that it was you who was making all these beautiful changes and transformations. It's if I just saw the most beautiful angel who just came down from Heaven, walking towards me and bringing beauty to Earth with her powers. Your cute bare feet touching the dead weeds are turning into colorful flowers as you kept on walking.

Then you began to softly hum and melody. Out of nowhere, a swarm of adorable animals started following you as you continued to walk and hum. Bunnies, squirrels, birds, deer, and ducklings were all behind you and kept on following you wherever you go.

Then you finally noticed me. Our eyes finally locked. You gasped and noticed it's me. You smiled. I smiled back. Then I began running towards you. You began running towards me. You yelled out my name. I yelled out your name right back. We finally met in the middle. I then gently lift you up in my arms and twirled you around. I gently pulled you into my arms and gave you a nice warm hug. You smelled so good. A combination of fresh flowers, honey, and vanilla. Like this is what you naturally smelled like without shampoo, hair conditioner, body wash, hairspray, nor perfume. It felt nice and so good hugging you.

Suddenly, out of nowhere, as we continued to hug, never letting go, I lost my balance and landed on the field of flowers, while you landed on me. I laughed and you giggled as the animals started to circle around us from a distance and watched us. I kept looking at you more deeply. I then began to tickle you gently. You began to laugh and giggle. Then you tickled me back. I started laughing. We then were tickling each other at the same time filled with uncontrollable laughter and giggles. The animals quietly kept watching us as we kept on moving around. As we kept tickling each other, our bare feet touched. I noticed how very clean and soft your feet were. As if nothing could harm you and the dead weeds before didn't bother you. As our tickle battle slowly can to an end, we were out of breath.

At that moment, I just kept looking at you deeply, more serious this time. Everything about you was just so rare, so precious, and so beautiful. I every time I hear your voice, when you speak, sing, hum, laugh, and giggle, it always warms my heart and soul. I then gently stroke your silky hair. You looked at me deeply too. I told you softly: "Hey" and you responded "Hey" back. Then I kissed your forehead and your cute nose. You said: "I love you" to me and I responded: "I love you more." Then our lips met as we closed our eyes. It felt magical. I told you how much I loved you and how happy I was. We then were cuddling and snuggling on the field of flowers. Your head resting on my chest, your hand resting over my heart, my arm wrapping around you, and your other hand holding my hand, never letting go. During this moment, I gave you soft little kisses while gently rubbing your back. The animals still silently kept on watching us. You telling me that you want a life with me.

Me telling you that I want to be with you forever as we kept on talking about your future life together while cuddling and snuggling as our skin began to touch. Your skin felt so soft. Softer than silk itself.
You then began to close your eyes as you kissed me. I then do the same as I kissed your head. At that point, I didn't even know if you were real or not. I didn't know if you just came out straight from a fairytale. I didn't know if you were an angel, a pretty princess, a goddess, or all. But my god you were so cute, so pretty, so beautiful, so gorgeous, so stunning, so precious, so special, so sweet, so rare, and absolutely breathtaking inside out. The way way your hair shined, the way your eyes sparkled, the way your skin glowed, the way you smiled, the way you smelled, the way you laughed, the way you giggled, the way you were looking at me, the way you turned the dead weeds into colorful flowers as you were walking, the way the animals were following you, it's like if the world's most beautiful girl chose me to be with her.

From there, I can't wait to have a beautiful moment like that with you, my darling in real life. I know you're out there somewhere in this world. I can't wait to finally see you and meet you in person after all this time. I can't wait to run to you, lit you up in my arms, and twirl you around up high when I finally see you in person just like I did to you in my fantasy. I can't to give you a big hug and kiss you endlessly. I don't know where you are right now my Beautiful Princess, but just know that I love you so deeply incredibly very much from the bottom of my heart. I can't wait to spend a beautiful moment like that together, with my love, with my soulmate, with my life, with my other half, with my best friend, with my girlfriend, and with my wife. I know that one day we'll find each other and spend the rest of our lives together forever.

I Love you so deeply very much my future girlfriend-soulmate-wife.

Love,

Your future Teddy Bear and future Knight in Shining Armor (Future boyfriend-soulmate-husband)

My dearest Beautiful angel,

Hey my Beautiful Angel, I hope you’re doing well and feeling safe. I don’t know where in the world you are right now or when you’ll ever read this, but I forgot to mention that I had a fantasy of us finally meeting after being apart for so long.

There I was barefoot in a white short sleeve button up shirt and white shorts wandering around in a big remote open field filled with dead weeds. I was the only person there, wondering how I got there. It looked very depressing. The sky was gray with dark clouds covering it, the air didn’t smell nice, and the huge field with dead weeds made the place feel even worse. It’s like the world just ended and I was the only person who survived. It was just nothing from what I’ve seen, no life and no beauty of nature.

Then, from a far away distance, I saw something glowing, like a light. The light started flashing bigger as it moved closer to me. I noticed it wasn’t a light. It was you. That’s when I finally saw you. A beautiful girl walking towards me, you walking barefoot in a beautiful white flowing dress. You were so beautiful. I couldn’t stop looking at you. I couldn’t stop smiling at you. As you were walking towards me at the field of dead weeds, I began to notice everything changing. The field of dead weeds began to transform into a field of colorful flowers. Colors of red, pink, blue, yellow, white, and purple. The gray sky with dark clouds disappeared and transformed into a clear blue sky with a shining sun. The air now had a sweet scent unlike before. I then realized that it was you who was making all these beautiful changes and transformations. It’s if I just saw the most beautiful angel who just came down from Heaven, walking towards me and bringing beauty to Earth with her powers. Your cute bare feet touching the dead weeds are turning into colorful flowers as you kept on walking.

Then you began to softly hum and melody. Out of nowhere, a swarm of adorable animals started following you as you continued to walk and hum. Bunnies, squirrels, birds, deer, and ducklings were all behind you and kept on following you wherever you go.

Then you finally noticed me. Our eyes finally locked. You gasped and noticed it’s me. You smiled. I smiled back. Then I began running towards you. You began running towards me. You yelled out my name. I yelled out your name right back. We finally met in the middle. I then gently lift you up in my arms and twirled you around. I gently pulled you into my arms and gave you a nice warm hug. You smelled so good. A combination of fresh flowers, honey, and vanilla. Like this is what you naturally smelled like without shampoo, hair conditioner, body wash, hairspray, nor perfume. It felt nice and so good hugging you.

Suddenly, out of nowhere, as we continued to hug, never letting go, I lost my balance and landed on the field flowers, while you landed on me. I laughed and you giggled as the animals started to circle around us from a distance and watched us. I kept looking at you more deeply. I then began to tickle you gently. You began to laugh and giggle. Then you tickled me back. I started laughing. We then were tickling each other at the same time filled with uncontrollable laughter and giggles. The animals quietly kept watching us as we kept on moving around. As we kept tickling each other, our bare feet touched. I noticed how very clean and soft your feet were. As if nothing could harm you and the dead weeds before didn’t bother you. As our tickle battle slowly can to an end, we were out of breath.

At that moment, I just kept looking at you deeply, more serious this time. Everything about you was just so rare, so precious, and so beautiful. I every time I hear your voice, when you speak, sing, hum, laugh, and giggle, it always warms my heart and soul. I then gently stroke your silky hair. You looked at me deeply too. I told you softly: “Hey” and you responded “Hey” back. Then I kissed your forehead and your cute nose. You said: “I love you” to me and I responded: “I love you more.” Then our lips met as we closed our eyes. It felt magical. I told you how much I loved you and how happy I was. We then were cuddling and snuggling on the field of flowers. Your head resting on my chest, your hand resting over my heart, my arm wrapping around you, and your other hand holding my hand, never letting go. During this moment, I gave you soft little kisses while gently rubbing your back. The animals still silently kept on watching us. You telling me that you want a life with me.

Me telling you that I want to be with you forever as we kept on talking about your future life together while cuddling and snuggling as our skin began to touch. Your skin felt so soft. Softer than silk itself. You then began to close your eyes as you kissed me. I then do the same as I kissed your head. At that point, I didn’t even know if you were real or not. I didn’t know if you just came out straight from a fairytale. I didn’t know if you were an angel, a pretty princess, a goddess, or all. But my god you were so cute, so pretty, so beautiful, so gorgeous, so stunning, so precious, so special, so sweet, so rare, and absolutely breathtaking inside out. The way way your hair shined, the way your eyes sparkled, the way your skin glowed, the way you smiled, the way you laughed, the way you giggled, the way you were looking at me, the way you turned the dead weeds into colorful flowers as you were walking, the way the animals were following you, it’s like if the world’s most beautiful girl chose me to be with her.

From there, I can’t wait to have a beautiful moment like that with you, my darling in real life. I know you're out there somewhere in this world. I can't wait to finally see you and meet you in person after all this time. I can't wait to run to you, lit you up in my arms, and twirl you around up high when I finally see you in person just like I did to you in my fantasy. I can’t to give you a big hug and kiss you endlessly. I don't know where you are right now my Beautiful Princess, but just know that I love you so deeply incredibly very much from the bottom of my heart. I can't wait to spend a beautiful moment like that together, with my love, with my soulmate, with my life, with my other half, with my best friend, with my girlfriend, and with my wife. I know that one day we'll find each other and spend the rest of our lives together forever.

I Love you so deeply very much my future girlfriend-soulmate-wife.

Love,

Your future Teddy Bear and future Knight in Shining Armor (Future boyfriend-soulmate-husband)

Hey y’all, hope y’all are going good. As the title says, what are y’all’s thoughts on machismo culture? I think we as Chicanos kinda experience this growing up. Whether your parents are Mexican immigrants and you’re a first generation American or if you and your family are Americans with Mexican descent. Whether if your parents and family are/were traditional or not, I think we were kinda taught what being a man is, the different roles and traits of being a man versus a woman, what a man shouldn’t do, and what a woman shouldn’t do. Anyways, what are your guys’ thoughts and opinions about this and what are your experiences dealing, growing up, or taught about machismo culture if you have? No judgement. Just wondering and curious.