u/Educational_Let_7057

Last year , i cleared prelims for the first time in my life but missed the mains cutoff by 13 marks. It was heartbreaking for me

this year, i have cleared prelims again and the mains exam will start on 21 st August, but instead of being happy that i have made it this time , all i think about is what if i miss it again?

Tell me what u suggest for this.

Some info about me:

i have done B. Sc (hons )Agriculture from BHU and currently pursuing M.Sc in agriculture specialization Plant Breeding & Genetics from IARI, Agriculture is my optional subject and i scored 288 marks in it last year so its not that i am weak in it. The problem is with my mindset only that i feel like i have already failed in my first attempt so there is no way i can clear mains this time too.

All my hard work went in vain last year and i don't know what to do now as i get scared that this might happen again . Any suggestions on how to buck up my morale?

Has anyone here failed just by a few marks and then cleared mains in the next attempt?

What did u do to improve those marks?

Any suggestions regarding GS 3 as I lose my most marks there?

My target is PhD abroad.

In BHU, like crowd, facilities, post degree career, reputation.

I have taken admission in BAEGH in July batch 2026 so when I have to submit my assignments on September end timeline or March end.

Can someone send the link of assignments for first year BAEGH, I am not able to find it.

I just wanted to get this off my chest because looking back on everything, living with my brother was an absolute nightmare.

He always had an extreme tendency to dominate everyone around him and could never tolerate even the smallest bit of criticism, interpreting literally anything as a personal attack. On top of that, he had a terrifying habit of surveillance. He somehow linked my parents' phones to his so he could monitor their history and see everything they watched.

He even hid an audio recorder in my room to listen to what I talked about, unlocked my phone without me knowing, read my private chats, and would send terrible messages to my friends just to cause misunderstandings and ruin my relationships.

One time, I finally built up the courage to call him out and confront him. He went completely berserk and hit me 3 to 4 times before my mom pulled him off me. Ever since that day, I never dared to call him out again and just tolerated everything in silence.

He genuinely believes he has a "unique destiny." Every single failure in his life is interpreted as a challenge given by God to prepare him for the extraordinary future he believes he is meant to achieve. He demands that everyone notice him, pay attention to him, and care about him whenever he is present.

He also hates seeing other people enjoy themselves. He considers normal activities like dancing or attending parties to be inferior, undisciplined, and a waste of time. He holds an extremely rigid, misogynistic worldview. A few years ago in school, during a class debate, he got so angry at his opponent that he literally threw a table upside down at others. At the same time, he has an obsessive level of discipline—studying 12 to 14 hours a day consistently—and uses it as an excuse to look down on everyone.

Every single night at the dinner table, we were forced to hear him talk for hours about how he aspires to hold the highest levels of political and administrative power and shape a nation's policies. He deeply supports authoritarian forms of government, including policies that restrict the rights of others. If we didn't sit there and listen, he would cause big trouble in the house.

I secretly saw his diaries, and they were wild. He frequently wrote stories in which he portrayed himself as an exceptionally intelligent and capable individual—leading soldiers to victory through flawless strategy, organizing secret conspiracies, or becoming a world-renowned military and administrative genius.

He imagines that future biographies will describe him as one of history's greatest leaders. The stories changed, but the main theme remained: he was always the center of every character.

He doesn't mind being viewed as evil and actually loves when others fear him. He loves seeing other people fall. However, he reacts with intense anger if anyone calls him weak, incompetent, or stupid.

Update / Where things stand now:

It has been about 6 to 7 months now since he moved out of the house to go to university. I am completely safe now, and the house feels so much better and more peaceful. For the first time in my life, I don't feel like I'm constantly being watched or walking on eggshells every second of the day.

TL;DR: Grew up with a violently controlling, grandiose brother who spied on our phones/rooms, hit me when confronted, and believed he was a future dictator destined for world greatness. He moved out for university 6-7 months ago, I'm safe now, and life at home is finally peaceful.

I am only able to login in the samarth portal, otherwise everywhere it is showing is not found.

My subject BA(H) in english

Also from where I can download my assignments

I already took admission in BA(hon) in philosophy course in BHU in 2025 and Now this year I also give exam in 2026 can I reapply in BHU for different course(economics) again or is there any restriction.

TITLE please want to know.

Biology-239/250, chemistry- 220/250, physics 192/250. General male

I am already doing BA(H) in economics from IGNOU and main Target in Masters in Economics from DSE so Just need a regular place and library to study and Bhu main campus has such libarary

How true is it? Your opinion on malviya academy?

As the title suggests I want some information on this course is there someone who did this course from IGNOU or is currently doing it please comment on this post so I can DM them directly to ask.

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How is your experience with IGNOU RC of Gujarat The staff is supportive, they are slow or fast in their work, and after you take admission in IGNOU how much time it takes you get confirmed admission.

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How is your experience with IGNOU RC of Gujarat The staff is supportive, they are slow or fast in their work, and after you take admission in IGNOU how much time it takes you get confirmed admission.

Please reply

My score 240/500, male, general catagory target for spot round not main counselling.

My score 240/500, male, general catagory target for spot round not main counselling.

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Normalisation msg kya hoga bhai isme

It's final answer key in history NTA never change the final answer key result is likely to come in few days only in 2025 nta revised answer key final that too they dropped only one question.