u/EffectSuper1987

I apologize for the TMI in advance.

So today around 6:30pm I went to the bathroom and had a perfectly normal bowel movement (which honestly is rare, I’m usually very constipated.), and then just now (7:30pm) I had a very strong urge to go to the bathroom again, and boom. Diarrhea. My (2nd) worst nightmare. Now I’m in a horrific panic cycle that I’m about to get violently ill. I just ended my period today so I’m not sure if it’s period hormones causing diarrhea, I’m nauseous now but that could be from anxiety and I just don’t know.

I’m SO done with living like this. Somebody please help, talk to me, distract me, maybe give me some support, I don’t know.

I am freaking out. It’s 3:40am right now, my son woke up to nurse so I woke up and fed him, and then my daughter started crying and asked for water. I grabbed her water and as soon as I laid back down I got this horrible nausea. It’s deep in my stomach and I am seriously freaking out worried I’m about to throw up. I had a chicken wrap at about 10:30pm (5 ish hours ago) and I am CONVINCED I got food poisoning. The wrap tasted and looked normal but of course I’m still freaking out. My daughter’s birthday is in the next couple days and I really don’t want to be sick for it. I’m so scared.