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Thom York fanart by me

The idea is not original by me but yea, it remind me about Climbing Up The Walls so here i am:)

u/Effective-Money4920 — 3 months ago

Another pic i took and edited that got me the feeling of listen to CAS

I edited this one to hard am i? I mean it looks like the sky is falling down

u/Effective-Money4920 — 4 months ago
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INTPs, could I get some advice?

I’m an INFJ, and my best friend is an INTP. As far as I know, we both mutually consider each other "best friends." However, I still occasionally struggle with self-doubt and anxiety, constantly worrying if I might have subconsciously done something wrong that could cause her to distance herself from me.

To be clear, I am completely comfortable with her needing space, and we don't talk very often. Whenever we do catch up, it’s always deeply close, genuine, and fun. But I’ve noticed that things can get a bit forced if I try too hard to keep the conversation going when she doesn't feel the need to.

During this summer break, she’s been pretty much radio silent. But out of nowhere, she’ll randomly send me a post about friendship or a specific trait that relates to her. Deep down, I just want to reassure myself that we are genuinely okay. I want to be a good friend who is worthy of her and the quiet affection she shows me. I often feel like I’m not being responsible enough in this friendship, and that I should be doing more.

Do you guys have any advice for me? I’d highly appreciate any feedback or insights on what I should do. Thank you! :D

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u/Effective-Money4920 — 4 months ago

I can be outgoing when needed, but I don't make friends randomly. I tend to focus on individuals rather than groups, and I always worry if I'm bothering them. I've done things like badmouth someone and then comfort them in the same day – just to keep the social peace. I feel genuinely glad when i made others happy. I rarely hate anyone completely, I will somehow find a reason.

I question everything: my own motives, others' motives, even my family's intentions. Sometimes I dissect myself so deeply that I end up seeing myself as just a selfish, instinct-driven, distorted creature. I love philosophy (skepticism, existentialism, phenomenology) and also science, nature, and astronomy. I observe people, animals, and try to form my own logical hypotheses. I'm afraid of being cognitively blind, which is probably why I'm so skeptical. I make small mental plans and prepare myself for the worst, but I'm not extremely disciplined. I oddly love everything and hate everything at the same time..?

u/Effective-Money4920 — 6 months ago