u/Effective_Tune9470

I'm coming up on week 4 of MJ @ 2.5MG and have noticed side effects (nausea, gas, fatigue), improved GMI and slightly lower blood sugar.

I'm prescribed MJ for T2 diabetes, not weight loss (insurance won't approve for weight loss) so I doubt I'll ever get too much of a higher dose even though I weigh 225lbs, 5ft 11 inches tall.

I'm consistently in the 100-130 Blood sugar range except for when I exercise, then it goes as low as 54 but it goes back up to the low 100's pretty quickly. I'm also on 44 units of long-acting insulin and short acting as needed. If I consume carbs (brown rice, raisins) my blood sugar goes to 140-145.

My daily calorie goal is 1,850, which I never come near. I walk between 9,000-10,000 steps a day, every day. I lost 6lbs prior to starting MJ and have gained it all back. I measure and track all my food to the T.

Going to my PCP tomorrow, I'm going to shoot for 5mg MJ.

Any comments or personal experiences would be appreciated.

Wish me luck.

I recently noticed that YouTube Music keeps adding hundreds of songs to my playlists. I disabled autoplay and dynamic queue, but they still keep showing up. I’ve tried deleting them one by one and deleting the whole list and starting over again, but they still appear. If anyone has any more ideas as to stop this from happening, I’d appreciate it. Otherwise, I’m going to move to Spotify or Amazon Music, which I get as part of my membership. Shit like this drives me crazy.

A few months ago, I finally admitted that I was bisexual to myself and to a few close friends. I am definitely attracted to men, but more-so women. I am not really looking for hookups or casual sex. What I want is to date, perhaps or just meet other bisexual people for fun (There could be a group in my area. I’ll have to search).

Meeting and hanging out I look forward to, but I’m kind of apprehensive about the sex thing. I’ve never done that with a man so I’m kind of curious yet afraid at the same time.

Part of me doesn’t want to be this way (like I have a choice lol) and the other part of me is like cool. Let’s embrace this.

I don’t know if I’ve really said anything here or if any of it makes sense but it’s my first post in this sub so here goes.

I’m so goddamn sick of being alone. All my friends have relegated me to phone call only status (no visits). So, I’m sitting here listening to music from my youth, back when I was someone and had a future and friends. Tonight it’s Unsatisfied by the Replacements. My God, how did I end up here?