u/Efficient_Rush_7347

Every day I wake up and im not fine. Theres Always something everyday that reminds me that im nobody. When I was in school I helped everytime as much as I could, you know what I GOT back? People laughthing at me all the time because I helped someone, they all Say "Thats so gay" what if i am, im bisexual so what? Plus the only "Friends" I had were Always making fun for everything I DID I was PUNCHING bag. One time my Friends TEXTED me in the goupchat and he said he wanted to tell me something, as soon as I TEXTED he Deleted my message every fucking time I now text in that group chat my messages are Deleted. The only time people fucking talk to me Is because they want to make fun of me. Not only that when I play Minecraft With my Friends and I found a cat that looked like my old cat that died 2 years ago and when I tried to tame It One of my Friends said "Just LET It go" NO I CANT FUCKING LET IT GO, I GREW UP WITH THAT CAT SHE WAS LIKE A SISTER SHE FELT WHAT I FELT AND NOW SHES DEAD. At home my Brother Always bullys me for everything especialy With his Friends cause he wants to show hes POWERFUL or something. One day I was tiered of It, I took his mini basket ball Hoop and hid It you know what he did, he punches me several times in the stomach. So he can insulti me and make fun of me but when I fight back I GET punched? Not even my MOTHER helps, every time something about school happens shes Always like "yea but your Friends this. Your Friends that. Whya can't you be like your Friends" WHY CANT TOU TREAT ME LIKE A FUCKING SON THATS DIFFRENT FROM EVERYONE? Every day I rot in my room and Say im fine but im not fine. I draw thinking that It would make me Happy and I show no One my drawings, cause when One time I showed them I GOT maked fun of "why do you never show your drawings?" That why. I hate my fucking life