u/Emotional-Mine9835

It could just be me but i'm really starting to dislike culinary school. It's not the act of cooking itself that bothers me, it's the advisors at this school and their attitude that bothers me. It's probably just me but I can't stand some of the people here, hell, my classmates all agree with me on one of them. I"m not dropping out, might as well get the education (It's a free non profit) I signed up for, but if I. idk man, my nervous system might not be able to handle this type of stress, maybe my ex was right saying I couldn't be a chef.

I have sexual intrusive thoughts and they are very distressing to me. I know I can't stop my brain from thinking, but God, please let me thinki about something else for once please.

I'm unsure if my bad expierences/choices in life count as Trauma or not. This might be just intrusive thoughts but I hate how much I think about my ex and how my coping for her behavior has turned into trauma for me

I can't go copying every video I see, writing down all the information every single time. Every pratice test I get is only around a 70% for the servsafe test. I am going to stop here before I start ranting about it

My mental health concerning sexuality is really shaky. It mostly spawns from mistakes I made as an ignorant teenager which I still feel guilty for . I know I should forgive myself, that I was a stupid kid but it doesn't make the sting go away. I wanted to talk about this because it effects me heavily with intrusive thoughts.

I appreciated being outside of my bedroom for once and being around people with similar interests. I was too shy to talk to anyone this year outside of complimenting cosplays. I just wish I could have cosplayed and had someone to go with for the 4 days. I might volunteer next year just as a way of keeping myself out of the house.

I am going to a con this weekend (Someone talked me into it by giving me a free code) but I am VERY tight on money. Unemployment baby. So I need a way to enjoy it without money. I have a job interview soon so I am hoping I can get it.

I have an interview for employment on Friday at Taco Bell. I really need this job since I have been unemployed for the past 7 months or so and could really use the cash. Please give me advice on how to get hired.

I'm debating getting a subscription, I could use it because spitral notebooks just break after a while

I'm not sure what it is exactly but I always feel gross after it. I feel as if it's "Not me" if that makes sense. I'm not asexual or anything, if anything I might be bisexual as much as it bothers me. I just always feel gross after, no matter what I do or do not watch. Honestly, I just do it to calm me down sometimes, it doesn. I really need to stop complaining all the time

I lost my phone yesturday, someone found it and returned it to a PRT station. I am grateful it was found but I am so angry I don't have it right now. I can't even check my bank account to see how much money I have left, or have communication with my friends and family. I am just fucked until the end of today when I can pick it back up.

It doesn't exactly help that I am tired as all hell as I write this, I can't even get calls for job interviews. I really am a fucking idiot for not remembering to pick it up yesturday when I was at the train station.

I am desperate for work and I am willing to be paid only 6 cents an hour if it means i'll make any money

Since America is returning to it's Christian routes, and me being desperate for a job (I'm willing to join the suicide squad at this point) if bringing a bible to a job interview will force that people to hire me