u/Emotional_Warthog384

After 40 years of not only masking but pushing myself way beyond my limits (even through periods of meltdown, shutdown and burnout) not knowing I was level 2 autistic with severe ADHD combined type and thinking everyone pushed themselves this hard led me to a stage of extreme burnout that I'm still recovering from years later (I'm 44 now). It is detrimental to your physical and mental health to push yourself like that and it has some serious and severe repercussions; it gets to a point where it can become extremely difficult if not impossible to mask, the energy it takes just isn't there; after spending so long waking up everyday already just running on fumes, there's nothing left in the tank; it feels like the tank has exploded or the tank has gotten extremely small and there's no where to even store fuel anymore or you can only store very little. I don't think I will ever be the same again. Fair warning ⚠️ to anyone who thinks they can just muster up the energy from somewhere and continously push through when your tank is on empty; you will pay for it in the long run, there will be consequences.

After 40 years of not only masking but pushing myself way beyond my limits (even through periods of meltdown, shutdown and burnout) not knowing I was level 2 autistic with severe ADHD combined type and thinking everyone pushed themselves this hard led me to a stage of extreme burnout that I'm still recovering from years later (I'm 44 now). It is detrimental to your physical and mental health to push yourself like that and it has some serious and severe repercussions; it gets to a point where it can become extremely difficult if not impossible to mask, the energy it takes just isn't there; after spending so long waking up everyday already just running on fumes, there's nothing left in the tank; it feels like the tank has exploded or the tank has gotten extremely small and there's no where to even store fuel anymore or you can only store very little. I don't think I will ever be the same again. Fair warning ⚠️ to anyone who thinks they can just muster up the energy from somewhere and continously push through when your tank is on empty; you will pay for it in the long run, there will be consequences.

After 40 years of not only masking but pushing myself way beyond my limits (even through periods of meltdown, shutdown and burnout) not knowing I was level 2 autistic with severe ADHD combined type and thinking everyone pushed themselves this hard led me to a stage of extreme burnout that I'm still recovering from years later (I'm 44 now). It is detrimental to your physical and mental health to push yourself like that and it has some serious and severe repercussions; it gets to a point where it can become extremely difficult if not impossible to mask, the energy it takes just isn't there; after spending so long waking up everyday already just running on fumes, there's nothing left in the tank; it feels like the tank has exploded or the tank has gotten extremely small and there's no where to even store fuel anymore or you can only store very little. I don't think I will ever be the same again. Fair warning ⚠️ to anyone who thinks they can just muster up the energy from somewhere and continously push through when your tank is on empty; you will pay for it in the long run, there will be consequences.

After 40 years of not only masking but pushing myself way beyond my limits (even through periods of meltdown, shutdown and burnout) not knowing I was level 2 autistic with severe ADHD combined type and thinking everyone pushed themselves this hard led me to a stage of extreme burnout that I'm still recovering from years later (I'm 44 now). It is detrimental to your physical and mental health to push yourself like that and it has some serious and severe repercussions; it gets to a point where it can become extremely difficult if not impossible to mask, the energy it takes just isn't there; after spending so long waking up everyday already just running on fumes, there's nothing left in the tank; it feels like the tank has exploded or the tank has gotten extremely small and there's no where to even store fuel anymore or you can only store very little. I don't think I will ever be the same again. Fair warning ⚠️ to anyone who thinks they can just muster up the energy from somewhere and continously push through when your tank is on empty; you will pay for it in the long run, there will be consequences.