When i get depressed i eat a lot. Like i want to eat and drink until i don't feel myself. Today is the first time in my 34 years of living that i feel repulsed by food. I don't want to eat, think, see, or smell it. What could this mean?
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Past 3 days I've been feeling down and unsure about myself. I'm happy and blessed with the things in my life. I managed to turn it around from the 3 years of struggling with money, almost a year into sobriety, but i still over eat. Over eating is not seen as an eating disorder to some but trust that it is. But that's not my problem and why i feel this way. I suffer from depression since a young one after numerous suicidal ideation and times i was in a conflicting thoughts of my sexuality. Knowing that i have no friends and family that actually check in on me. I know people are busy but yeah… i just feel alone, unwanted, uncared for. An afterthought. I know if i die no one will care. Like i truly know that but i also don't care if they do or not I'll be dead. But until that time come I'm trying to live myself the best i can. I am truly grateful for still having my senses and abilities. Able to spend money without worrying about the bill, full refrigerator, peace and quiet in my home. But I'm still alone, alone with me. And i think that's the problem. I don't know how to like and love myself. As much as i talk to myself and act like I do. I still hate me. So I guess why should anyone else not feel the same. Vent over.
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