have thoughts of killing loved ones ko before I kill myself and I feel like hindi ako sineseryoso ng psych ko because napipigilan ko pa sarili ko and she basically just told me walang logic yung thought process ko. I know that. I just wish she had a sense of urgency to help me because Im so scared of what I could do. I dont want to do that, pero the thought keeps popping up in my head on its own
pina immediate resign ako ng HR because I had a medical concern na di nila maprovide ng LOA for, and since medical siya, d ko kinaya mag render, for rehire pa kaya ako nento huhu
NEED HELP 😭
Hirap maghanap ng non-voice work, san ba and paano mag apply for it 😭 puro voice lang kasi nahahanap kong roles or kung non voice man hindi sya for entry level.. any advice po for my situation would be rlly helpful. Bali 1st year college lang natapos ko and 9 months lang work experience ko so far since one company pa lang pinanggalingan ko.
I was deemed medically unfit for voice account by my doctor after 9 months ko sa role and the company didnt have an option for me to switch to non-voice or take a LOA. Ending, management na nag suggest mag immediate resign ako and i-waive na lang nila liquidated damages.
TLDR; how do i bring it up to my psych that I think I have BPD? (without looking like a self diagnosing bitch)
I go to PGH for Psychiatric appointments and from Major Depressive Disorder, Im now considered as Bipolar 2.
Ive been doing some research of my own, which I know has its pros and cons, but I have suspicions na I might have BPD aswell/instead.
I mentioned the symptoms/behaviors I related to with my psychiatrist but no rediagnosis naman, just increased my Lamotrigine dose and kept me on same dose ng Aripiprazole.
Ive read naman na BPD doesnt have a set medication but can be managed by what Im already on so thats fine. I guess gusto ko lang mavalidate suspicions ko or maclear up for me kasi I dont want to self diagnosis, but on the other hand, ako lang naman nakakakilala sa sarili ko. Its just so confusing.
They made me take a diagnostic exam but its been months now and no feedback or follow up about it.