Ouch

My friends don't actually see me as a woman. It kinda hurts. I guess it makes sense though. I don't look like a woman, I don't sound like a woman, I don't even act like a woman. But it does hurt. They won't even make an effort. They say they are supportive but still use he/him and use my dead name. Hopefully this all goes away in a few years once I get on E.

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u/EnenraDev — 4 days ago

I will devote my life Croissantism.

I, EnenraDev, plan on devoting my life to the beautiful croissant gods. I will do whatever is necessary to rid the planet of the evil spawn known as a "baguette". We are superior and our God knows we are superior. I will one day become the pope of croissantism and become a guide to the path of croissants.

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u/EnenraDev — 8 days ago

We should declare war.

We have been discrimated by the members of r/baguettism for too long. We need to strike back and end their foolish delusions. #CroissantsOnTop

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u/EnenraDev — 10 days ago

Howdy, I want to get into Roblox Game Development.

My name is Enenra, and I would like to make games on roblox! I do have some experience working with GDevelop and Normal Python Coding, however I have zero clue how to work with LUA or Roblox Studio itself for that matter. If any of you have like videos or something i could use to learn that would be greatly appreciated. I plan on making a JoJo's Bizarre Adventure Battlegrounds game in the future, however I need to learn the basics and them some before I can even think of starting that project. So please, help me out 🙏

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u/EnenraDev — 20 days ago

I apologize, please r/bloxfruits, forgive me.

I am a silly girl for thinking i was ever going to beat a mammoth. I am silly because I was so confident i would beat a mammoth 5-0, that I was willing to bet an apology post. My confidence is truly misplaced as instead of my skill being higher than my peak bounty, it is closer to a 2.5mil. I am sorry to the mammoths all over the bloxfruit world for this blasphemy. I trashed talked for hours just to lose 11-0 to the fruit i would "low diff"
My name is enenra and I am a mammoth victim. Please forgive me u/Tiny-Marketing-4919

edit: I cant believe i have to say this but, "u/shingshing25 is my daddy" 😭

edit 2: video footage of me getting railed i guess lol Here

u/EnenraDev — 20 days ago

Joestar Mansion Build Mode Project!

Howdy, my name is EnenraDev! I am a HUGE JJBA fan and a piggy fan since 2020. Im currently working on making the Joestar Mansion from JoJos Bizarre Adventure: Part 1, Phantom Blood! LMK What you think!

u/EnenraDev — 22 days ago
▲ 6 r/trans

Came out to my friend's!

I just came out as a Trans-Fem to my friends! They don't care! Yipppeeeee!!! I was really worried too, they have made some weird comments that came across as transphobic, but I guess they didn't intent to be transphobic! Anywhoo, I'm so happy :D

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u/EnenraDev — 24 days ago

I hate being trans.

I hate being trans so fucking much. I could never wish this on my greatest enemy. I'm tired of feeling ridiculous levels of disgust when looking at myself in the mirror. I'm tired of crying in the middle of the night because I wasn't born a woman. I'm so fucking tired of being treated like filth that needs to be covered up. I hate it so fucking much. I hate everything about me. I hate my looks, my voice, my everything. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I act like I'm a woman online but all that I can think about is the fact that I will never be a fucking woman.

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u/EnenraDev — 25 days ago

How do I get like a bazillion calcite?

I'm making a giant cloud city base and I wanna use alot of calcite when building it. Where would I find ALOT of calcite? Is it better to hunt like in certain cave biomes or like on mountains?

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u/EnenraDev — 1 month ago

I'm tired. (TW: Transphobia and Suicide?)

I dunno. I kinda just hate everything and feel distant to everything right now. I'm always in my damn room playing video games but I'm not even really happy when playing games. I don't like my friends either. My friends are kinda assholes and I don't relate to them as I used to, plus being a closeted trans person doesn't help. I wish I had friends that I could go outside with, like hangout everyday by a creek or like a park. I don't like my house. My house sucks and there is nothing to do. It feels empty. I like watching videos that show the old world. Like, the world before covid. I think covid kinds just fucked everyone over and now going outside isn't really the same. I was much happier before covid, probably just because I was younger, but whatever. I dont like school. I'm genuinely ass when it comes to learning shit that doesn't instantly interest me. I wish I could make new friends at school but we are in the middle of summer which means even more separation from people, I hate being an introvert, but I'm always too scared to go talk to people. I'm too self conscious about my looks, I hate being a man. I hate looking like a man. Nobody else cares wtf I look like, but I do. It's exhausting trying to exist nowadays when politics are everywhere. My fucking existence and whether of not I have basic ass rights is a DEBATE and I see these debates everyone and I'm tired of it. I like going to the mall with the ONE SINGULAR decent friend I have. All my other friends are genuinely assholes and say the most transphobic and hurtful shit of all time. Ugh. I feel suicidal but I don't at the same time. I don't understand it, I don't understand anything.

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u/EnenraDev — 1 month ago
▲ 2 r/trans

How to hair.

I'm 15 mtf and I want a more feminine haircut. I've had long hair since even before I knew I was trans, my hair rn is down to my hips when fully brushed lol. I have curly hair that poofs out and it's kinda annoying and my hair is thick. I'm also white but idk if that matters lol. What kind of haircut do yall think I should run?

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u/EnenraDev — 1 month ago

I'm so fucking angry and sad all at once. TW: Transphobia and Suicide

I was at a religious funeral yesterday.... and while they were talking about God and shit... I kinda realized just how many fucking people want my kind dead. What's wild is, they don't even have the balls to do it themselves. They would rather pick at us and tear at us until we can't take it anymore and commit suicide. Then after all that... they use it against other trans people... telling us how trans people "often commit suicide" as if they themselves aren't the reason. It makes me so fucking sick. I'm so tired of living on this god damn planet. I wanna die, but I fucking can't. If I killed myself, it's just more fucking ammo for the phobes. I'm so fucking tired. Honestly, I just wanna live a life like the rest of society. But I can't. I've never felt so fucking angry. I've also never felt like I was at such a low before either. They don't fucking understand how we feel. They don't understand my brain. They are scared of what they don't understand, so their first move is to just attack at us and kill us off so they don't have to understand, and do it all in the name of fucking God.

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u/EnenraDev — 2 months ago

Damn, this is fun.

I just came back to this game, last time I played was like the season with the giant godzilla and it's been pretty fun. I just bought the battlepass and kinda got scared cuz I didn't see that the season is ending really soon so I was worried I wasted 800 V Bucks, nah. I was level 1 earlier today, now I'm at 45. The skins are pretty cool, XP feels alot easier to get compared to last time i played, ive been grinding zero build (cuz ive never liked building in fortnite) So yeah. Pretty cool, i hope next season is also fun​

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u/EnenraDev — 2 months ago

I want to reach 30m Bounty.

My peak was 8m with paw fruit and gravity blade, unfortunately it got reworked and i started just getting cooked in pvp as I didnt really know how to use anything. Now though, I kinda want to get to 30m by july 1st. (i am a no lifer with too much free-time) What should i use to get to that point? At this point, idrc abt being "skilled" bc the devs decide to rework EVERY SINGLE DAMN FRUIT and make em unskilled. rn i am 3.8m. What build should i run? Also, i have gotten really good at kentricking already and i have good aim. I have every v4, weapon and fruit (besides empy kit) at my disposal so you dont need to hold back.

u/EnenraDev — 2 months ago