Goodbye to my lovely friend
My dear friend,
I cannot write to you anymore, so I’ll write here instead. I still wish you sweetness and happiness in your busy life, like always.
We met what feels like a lifetime ago, not much more than teenagers. The distance and the miscommunication meant we were never quite a couple, just two people who loved each other too much for the lives we were living.
When I see the we met, my heart still drops. The year we met, and the year I first let something beautiful slip through my hands.
For a long time, I told myself we should never have met so young. That maybe, if life had waited a little, we could have been something more. But I think now… we met when we were meant to. We just didn’t know how rare what we had was, or how to hold onto it.
I wish the last time we had could have been forever, but as always, something pulled us apart again.
You told me to move on, as you have. I hear you. I hold onto the way you told me to be strong, to be independent, to turn my mistakes into something better. I think of you when I try to do better in life
Some part of me will always care for you. But I understand now that not everything we love is meant to stay.
Thank you, for everything we were, even if it never quite became what we once imagined.
Goodbye,