
The girl (female bestfriend and only friend) I love ended our friendship.
She blocked me on Telegram, which was our major platform to be in touch. No clear explanation before I asked what's going on and I'm worried, and she says she's sorry and she can't continue this friendship. I said I understand, and I enjoyed our time together, hope she did as well. And wished her good luck while I was sobbing bad without tears. She was basically looking for a friendship only, but I got attached real bad, only met 5 times. Used to bake her fudge brownie and meet after work in evenings. I made some handmade notebooks as well for her.
Been 3 days since that. I suppose she noticed I'm growing feelings, and deep ones and I'm getting used to be around her. She was my source of serotonin, oxytocin, and dopamine. Gem of a person, the most beautiful woman I've ever seen, great character. I'm just hoping our paths would cross again in years or decades to come.
Btw dinner is called the orphan, main ingredients are tomato, eggplant, zucchini and mushroom.