u/Eurodancing

I have never had a serious relationship before. We had so much. Holding hands. Watching movies. Sharing a bed. Watching the nature at a park. All so simple, but I cherished every moment.

We were so alike. She said she saw herself in me. Same nerdy interests. Same overflowing energy.

I just did not have that drive. I was clueless about sex. I should have at least tried to tend to her needs.

And now she's gone. I'm scared I won't find anyone again. These things are very rare for me. But that month was the best of my life.

Edit for context: She entered my friend group and we grew closer over 2 months. Then we started dating. We broke off on good terms and are still friends. Talking to her hurts sometimes.

NO EXCEPTIONS! You joined the 'shitty person club'. Fucking tired of seeing them on campus.

My old roommate was a roach that turned his room into a dump. I got really happy when he said he won't be renewing his lease. However, upon inspection, most new people turned down the offer for the room. Why wouldn't they? There was trash everywhere and he met up with them smelling like shit. So of course the person replacing him will be just as big of a loser.

You get what you pay for I guess. Cheap apartments beget cheap roommates. My fault for renewing the lease thinking it will get better.

I'm about to fucking lose it. I want to break down and cry.

suspiciously long, beautiful hair.

suspiciously clear and soft skin

suspiciously bumpy chest (please wear a hoodie and/or bra)

I spend every day crying into my pillow because I hate my body. I can't fix it either. I was born the wrong sex.