u/EverythingBurns878

The first outfit pretty much screams the core of who I am since 10th grade and is imo a lot more interesting currently, but I love the second one so idk

I actually hate myself right now. I’m well aware that this is a massive overreaction and it doesn’t make me a bad person but I’m not thinking with my brain right now. I saw it marked in my calendar app yesterday and I ran to his grave. My dad put our old rusty fire pit in the way of it from the path, the spot was covered in leaf litter, a tipped pot, and a cracked red solo cup. One of the branches on the plumeria planted over him got crushed. I went to my big sister’s room and sobbed into her arms I’m so sorry Winston you deserved so much more than a sudden death a third of the way into your lifespan a forgotten adoption day and a cluttered grave you were the most important thing in my life