u/Existing_Care267

A piece of closure from 2 years ago. Honoring all the experiences and the courage to move on.

I feel like anything happening to me is my mistake. I live with my family. Their way of caring is different. But i dont feel heard or seen the way i am. I acknowledge that there comes a lot of security and many things to be grateful about but at times i feel even more guilty coz of this. Last time, i tried to be a little more authentic, trying to present my POV and how things are for me, it drove us all crazy. Me just crying/ feeling irritated also became a problem. How do you deal with such differences? I feel there's a lot I'm feeling, but I'm used to just bottling things down to the point where I've forgotten to express myself fully, even to myself.

I feel like anything happening to me is my mistake. I live with my family, i feel these beliefs come from there. Their way of caring is different. But i dont feel heard or seen the way i am. I acknowledge that there comes a lot of security and many things to be grateful about but at times i feel even more guilty coz of this. Last time, i tried to be a little more authentic, trying to present my POV and how things are for me, it drove us all crazy. Me just crying/ feeling irritated also became a problem. I dont have enough finances to move out, neither do i think that will completely solve the problem. How do you deal with such differences? As empathetic I try to be, at times i feel resentful of having to act their parent but not receive support. I feel theres a lot im feeling, but im used to just bottling things down to the extent ive forgotten to express myself fully even to myself.

I feel like anything happening to me is my mistake. I live with my family, i feel these beliefs come from there. Their way of caring is different. But i dont feel heard or seen the way i am. I acknowlege that there comes a lot of security and many things to be grateful about but at times i feel even more guilty coz of this.

How do y'all go about it? The official site hasn't been of much help. Do you know of any other ways, or please share details where one can volunteer for short term? How would y'all suggest one go about it?

How do y'all go about it? The official site hasn't been of much help. Do you know of any other ways, or please share details where one can volunteer for short term? How would y'all suggest one go about it?