u/Expensive_Baker_2618

Alright. This is going to be lengthy. My mind has been in a whirlwind since I started this journey consciously.
Long story short, my SP broke up with me a day before our year anniversary. It’s been almost a month. I’ve always known (a little bit) about the idea of manifesting and how it works, yet this is the first time I’ve done it CONSCIOUSLY over a situation the 3D has shown me as not favorable. I understand the concepts of self concept, letting go, affirming, etc. I just really struggle with how it all works out in my brain.
And I understand that everyone is different, that no one has say over what I decide in my own reality. I guess what I’m trying to ask is how did YOU truly decide when something is done for you, and truly live in the end? I tell myself everyday that he is back home with me, that he is so in love with me and it’s decided. But even when I tell myself that, my doubt comes back up and it’s hard to redirect. Does that mean I need to work more on my self concept? Or just say fuck it and believe what I need to believe, regardless of how I feel? It’s hard to persist man. And it’s crazy because I know deep down in my heart this mf is my soulmate. No explanation needed, I quite literally just KNOW. It’s the most guttural feeling I’ve ever had. Yet when the 3D shows me the opposite it truly does fuck me up, and I struggle with the circumstances. Even though I know. So confusing!!

Alright. This is going to be lengthy. My mind has been in a whirlwind since I started this journey consciously.
Long story short, my SP broke up with me a day before our year anniversary. It’s been almost a month. I’ve always known (a little bit) about the idea of manifesting and how it works, yet this is the first time I’ve done it CONSCIOUSLY over a situation the 3D has shown me as not favorable. I understand the concepts of self concept, letting go, affirming, etc. I just really struggle with how it all works out in my brain.
And I understand that everyone is different, that no one has say over what I decide in my own reality. I guess what I’m trying to ask is how did YOU truly decide when something is done for you, and truly live in the end? I tell myself everyday that he is back home with me, that he is so in love with me and it’s decided. But even when I tell myself that, my doubt comes back up and it’s hard to redirect. Does that mean I need to work more on my self concept? Or just say fuck it and believe what I need to believe, regardless of how I feel? It’s hard to persist man. And it’s crazy because I know deep down in my heart this mf is my soulmate. No explanation needed, I quite literally just KNOW. It’s the most guttural feeling I’ve ever had. Yet when the 3D shows me the opposite it truly does fuck me up, and I struggle with the circumstances. Even though I know. So confusing!!

Alright. This is going to be lengthy. My mind has been in a whirlwind since I started this journey consciously.
Long story short, my SP broke up with me a day before our year anniversary. It’s been almost a month. I’ve always known (a little bit) about the idea of manifesting and how it works, yet this is the first time I’ve done it CONSCIOUSLY over a situation the 3D has shown me as not favorable. I understand the concepts of self concept, letting go, affirming, etc. I just really struggle with how it all works out in my brain.
And I understand that everyone is different, that no one has say over what I decide in my own reality. I guess what I’m trying to ask is how did YOU truly decide when something is done for you, and truly live in the end? I tell myself everyday that he is back home with me, that he is so in love with me and it’s decided. But even when I tell myself that, my doubt comes back up and it’s hard to redirect. Does that mean I need to work more on my self concept? Or just say fuck it and believe what I need to believe, regardless of how I feel? It’s hard to persist man. And it’s crazy because I know deep down in my heart this mf is my soulmate. No explanation needed, I quite literally just KNOW. It’s the most guttural feeling I’ve ever had. Yet when the 3D shows me the opposite it truly does fuck me up, and I struggle with the circumstances. Even though I know. So confusing!!

Alright. This is going to be lengthy. My mind has been in a whirlwind since I started this journey consciously.
Long story short, my person (it won’t let me say what ya’ll know I need to say, I’m sorry, I’m new to this) broke up with me a day before our year anniversary. It’s been about a month. I’ve always known (a little bit) about the idea of manifesting and how it works, yet this is the first time I’ve done it CONSCIOUSLY over a situation the 3D has shown me as not favorable. I understand the concepts of self concept, letting go, affirming, etc. I just really struggle with how it all works out in my brain.
And I understand that everyone is different, that no one has say over what is my own reality. I guess what I’m trying to ask is how did YOU truly decide when something is done and decided for you. I tell myself everyday that he is back with me, that he is so in love with me and it’s decided. But even when I tell myself that, my doubt comes back up and it’s hard to redirect. Does that mean I need to work more on my self concept? Or just say fuck it and believe what I need to believe, regardless of how I feel? It’s hard to persist man. And it’s crazy because I know deep down in my heart this mf is my soulmate. No explanation needed, I quite literally just KNOW. It’s the most guttural feeling I’ve ever had. Yet when the 3D shows me the opposite it truly does fuck me up.