Am l fucked ? Please help
Hii a bit of back story I have been battling myself with career options the whole of year 12, l have only recently decided on dentistry and l am very sure it is what l want to do, I decided around late June, after contemplating on all the work experiences I have done and realising dentistry was my favourite, around the 8th and 10th of July my grandparents both passed away in Zimbabwe, on the 13th my whole family went over to have the funeral, with my Ucat booked for the 2nd of September- despite my grief l knew l had to prep for the Ucat especially since id only decided so late, anyone who knows about the deep outskirts, rural areas of Zimbabwe know there is a total lack of WiFi and connection, knowing this l packed 2 Ucat books over so l could still prep without WiFi and since we’d planned to come back to the uk on the 22nd I thought I’d start online work when l get back with at least some foundation knowledge, my suitcase however got lost (fml) I spent a whole day panicking and trying to get a Ucat book in Zim ( was not successful), due to some paperwork issue with my mom l couldn’t come back - I’m labelled as a dependent of a skilled worker, I have only come back today - 9th of August, apart from the odd library trip here and there (2) l have basically been unable to do any Ucat prep- the reason I didn’t go to the library as often is that my aunts who’s house we lived at lives basically 4 hours away from civilisation, so to go to the library we’d have to commit 8 hours on travel alone, I’m genuinely so scared l have around 24 days until my Ucat and l need to know if it is at all possible for me to still be able to score well, I am genuinely willing to do anything, l haven’t felt this much excitement about a career ever and lm not exactly fond of the idea of a gap year but I wouldn’t be against it, but my parents are 100% against a gap year and basically said they wouldn’t support me if l did, please I need help