Trying to quit

I’ve been exploring my sexuality recently, and most of it before now was just through exposure to pornography. I’ve never been with another guy, let alone anyone because of my fear of not being good enough due to a long time addiction to pornography, so exploring now has been very weird.
For some reason, when I get horny lately and hear of all these apps like Sniffies and Grindr with people calling and sending pictures to one another, it sounds so stupid when I’m in the right state of mind, but when I get horny, I slip into a state where I completely lack common sense. I was trying out Sniffies earlier and sent a picture to someone, but as soon as I hit send, I immediately regretted it. I don’t know why I lack absolutely all common sense when I become horny, but it’s gotten to a point where my addiction to pornography has shifted towards online exposure and online exploration which is SO UNSAFE.
Everyday feels like an uphill battle where the hill is actually a mountain, there is an avalanche, and there are boulders raining down from the peak. I’ve resorted to blocking every explicit app and websites possible that I can access pornography (and I’m going to delete my alt twitter account) and “expose” myself on, because I feel as though my horny self is a new personality that I’ve taken on.
This all is TMI, but I really needed to get this all off my chest and use this as accountability. I’m unsure if other people will relate to this, but I’m actually pissed at myself that my addiction has become this severe that I’m taking unsafe measures to try and achieve something (which I don’t even know what I’m trying to achieve since it causes me panic??). Again, all of this is TMI and I’m using this for accountability…blah blah blah…if anyone has any advice for getting over hurdles when it comes to this addiction, let me know please.

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u/ExtremeManagement674 — 3 days ago

Moving Images/Text moves the Entire Page - how do you disable this?

Hey everyone, I've been using Notability for a little while now, and for some reason, this only started happening today. If I am copying or boxing text to move it, when I try to move it, the ENTIRE PAGE moves either up or down quickly and is disorienting when I'm trying to just move my text. I don't know if this makes sense, but it's basically just like the screen is following the text.

Is there a way to disable this? It's super annoying 😭 thank you for y'all's help

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u/ExtremeManagement674 — 8 days ago
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Internship Recommendations?

Hey, I wanted to ask anyone who had done a pre-law internship of any kind their experience, but also for advice for what to look out for when trying to get a legal internship.

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u/ExtremeManagement674 — 10 days ago
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Finding Internships - Vital to Law School Apps?

Hey everyone, I'm relatively new to the prelaw process since although I was prelaw for a bit, I was between that and medicine and stuck with medicine for a while, before ultimately deciding that I want to pursue medicine from a law-based perspective. Because of this, most of the people I know are pre-med, and I know generally nothing about how to approach finding internships and experience.

I see people say that internships are not entirely necessary for law school admissions, and while I believe what many T14 law students are saying, other law students in T14 say the complete opposite. With that, do you guys think that if I want to attend a T14 law school, internships are necessary, and where should I look to get involved?

Also, finding paralegal and legal assistant positions has been impossible 😭, so I'm trying my best to get involved at this point, but I don't really know where to start or how to stand out to get these experiences. Seriously any advice is helpful

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u/ExtremeManagement674 — 14 days ago

Holding Myself Accountable

Hey everyone, I’ve been struggling with this addiction for many, many years now. I don’t know how to stop, but I am going to stop now, and I want to use this to hold myself accountable. I’ve gotten addicted to viewing porn on Twitter, other websites, and even on video chat websites that are extremely unsafe, but for some reason I just can’t shake the feeling of wanting to partake in these indulgences.

This addiction has taken over my life, and has impacted me negatively in so many ways through my life and I’m only in college. It started in my early teen years, unfortunately, and I’ve been dealing with it alone. I’m sick of it, honestly, despite how much dopamine I get from it. I waste so much time that could be used for more beneficial productivity, and I just want to move forward in life without being held back. I didn’t even realize that it was an addiction until recently because when ”addiction” is mentioned, pornography is rarely talked about.

I’ve downloaded website blockers to ensure that I don’t use these websites, and I’m in the process of deleting my alternative twitter account with porn saved on it, so that I have no way of accessing any videos/photos anymore. It’s extreme, but I can’t think of another way to go about this other than going to the most extreme.

Anyways, I’m hoping that this is the beginning of a more positive journey of getting rid of this awful addiction, anf I’m glad to know that there is a community out there helping others dealing with similar problems. Thank you.

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u/ExtremeManagement674 — 24 days ago

Potential Sextortion - freaking out

Hey, so I’m not sure how to go about this, but I was on a chat website where you can video call, and I was logged in completely anonymously with no face or features showing besides my lower torso. It was so stupid of me to even think of doing this, but I was calling someone else who was doing things along with me, and I think I saw them screenshot. It might have just been a camera light change, but I’m freaking out. I deactivated my instagrams and the account for that website, but I don’t know if anything will happen.

Again, I showed no features, no name, no location, nothing else besides my lower torso portion, but I still don’t know how to go about this. I’m so dumb for this and I got carried away thinking that I’d get by without anything happening, but I’m freaking out thinking sometbing DID happen.

Any tips?

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u/ExtremeManagement674 — 28 days ago
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Question about Side Effects of Zoloft

Hey fellow Zoloft users! I just started taking Zoloft around a week and a half ago, but have been taking it for about a week straight. I'm feeling alright, but I keep having intense stomachaches that last all day and don't subside even if I eat or drink. In fact, I get nauseous while eating, but I have to force myself to eat cause...obviously. Has anyone else experienced intense stomachaches, and does it go away at all? I took a break from using it after the first couple of days and saw that my stomachaches went away for a bit, and idk if it's because my body is adjusting to the Zoloft, or if it's just doing its thing and it's normal.

Any help or shared experiences are appreciated!

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u/ExtremeManagement674 — 1 month ago