u/FacelessNamed

The title says it all. 41m separated and lonely, no matter what I do, the moment I have downtime my mind goes to the worst places and I am finding it harder and harder to want to live. They say it gets better but it doesn't when you have clinical depression. Others may be able to survive but I am feeling like I am coming to the end of my days. I don't miss her but I miss having someone who i could talk to, hold, and spend some of my free time doing things with. Now my days are work, gym, shower, dinner, sleep. No actual leisure because when I do have off time all my mind does is go sad.

5 days ago at bedtime my wife looked at me and said she doesn't love me and no longer wants to be married. We have had our issues but I thought we were moving forward. Not sure how to process this without wanting to off myself.

41m here, wife told me after 10 years of marriage that she wants a divorce. Completely blindsided me and having depression and anxiety already, it's all became so much worse in the last 4 days. I have to keep a straight face at work but am basically catatonic.

First time posting, wife of 11 years told me she doesn't love me anymore and wants a divorce. I'm gutted, and at 41 am afraid of being too old to have a chance at a family. Even worse, I may not even have a place to live soon. Bad times