I don’t understand until it’s too late
I’m not a psychic person but last few years I’ve had thoughts that are wrong but right in the end and it’s making my life hell. So basically ever since I was a victim of attempted murder and nearly died years ago, I’ve had these thoughts that won’t go away, for example: I kept thinking about gas leaks for no reason. I had gas people
Out for checks cos I was so paranoid. I have a carbon monoxide alarm in my home, my husband thought I had gone crazy and then 2 weeks later my sister and all her children nearly died from carbon monoxide poisoning. Then I kept thinking about breast cancer thinking I had it, my mother in law had it long time ago so didn’t think much of it, then found out my
Mum had been battling it for months and not told us, silly things like telling my friends watch your bag tonight then it’s stolen. Everyone said I’m bad luck it’s a coincidence, recently I hugged someone and just felt it was the last time, I didn’t tell the person as it sounds mental, I actually thought I was going crazy so I told my husband that I thought that and forgot about it, 2 weeks later that person was dead and now I can’t forgive myself
I started telling my husband and friends so I don’t sound crazy, I need to speak to someone who isn’t a fraud I don’t know where to turn