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Is it normal to not have your letter of award and your letter of acceptance till now? I do have scholarship accepted gmail and a few emails from my school. But I dont think i got those two😭😭😭

Hi 18F here, I wanted come here to talk about a recent fight I had with my mother. So a few days ago I had my birthday and my father wanted us as a family to go and celebrate it. I eventually agreed to it even though I initially didnt want to because my parents are horrible and celebrating with them made me anxious.

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But my father convinced me otherwise.

Prior to my birthday I was dealing with alot of stuff mentally. I recently won a scholarship abroad and thinking about leaving my little brother and everything here in this horrible environment made me incredibly dreary. I deeply care about him and to be frank its more suitable to say I raised him and not my parents. My father was never active in his children's lives and my mother is extremely overbearing and violent. They would always fight and on and on badmouthing themselves to their children.

So back to the story because of that going away anxiety I couldnt sleep or relax at all. I felt like I was being suffocated inside of my own body. But i didnt tell them because I know they wouldnt care or maybe make it all about themselves

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On my birthday morning I woke up to my father drunk dialing me saying how he found out my mothers had been cheating on him with a 20 something guy in another country. I was disgusted to say the least, I knew my mother didnt love my father but she could've atleast held on for my little brothers sake. And the reason why she had been saying shes gonna go abroad to that guys country to work was because of that. I felt deeply betrayed and angry. Not because she actually cheated but with how she became incredibly selfish to her family and that news drove me off the edge. I know she has given half of her life to us but this new change of hers is extremely selfish and violent. All of her actions lead to her being happy and well in the situation. Even when its not concerning her. Like about my accomplishments or my celebration. Its all about her being the victim and if you refuse she will get violent and beat you up or maybe curse at you. After hearing that I didnt really want to play on both sides. But ended up being angry at both of them. My father was drunk and my mother was shameless she didnt even address the situation or anything for that matter. Long story short they both fought really bad at the restaurant. And they both were scolding me as well because I had a bad attitude towards them. And after that disastrous dinner we all parted. My mother took my little brother and my father stayed there and I went to my friends. Then I vented to my sister about all of this. How i felt what they did etc. She then confronted my mother about all of this. My mother then confronted me about telling my sister all of this stuff and how I was ungrateful disgusting and stupid and that I should be the one to take care of my dad if im criticizing her on it. It was alot.

During her rant I noticed a pattern she kept saying I was ungrateful and doesnt understand what she did for me. When in reality she hasn't had an ounce of regret for her affair and the scene she caused on my birthday. My friends have told me to not be guilty because of my parents. Theyre in the wrong after all. But I still have to face them later and I really dont want to fight like this when im going away in 2 months im scared my mother would take her anger out on my little brother or fly to her affair partner and leave my little brother here with my father. Its so hard. She is so hard. She never admits to her mistakes, she never apologizes, she only screams and hits the people who are holding her accountable.

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This post mightve been way too biased but I hope anyone whose reading this can understand from my pov. Im so tired of being the black sheep of the family. The one who is in the wrong for speaking up.

I have been studying tarot for about an year. Recently, however I dont think I showed much improvement from it due to a lack of resources and Information. I've been wanting to meet people who are skilled in these type of subjects. Mainly so I can learn a few things from them and I hope they can from me as well. Feel free to reach out if you just want to talk about something random or tarot, spiritual, ghosts and stuff related!

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Ever since I was young I always struggled with making friends. Either people dont approach me or I dont approach them that was just how it was. Not until I decided to change for the better and start approaching people to befriend. In this process I would choose the type of people that was kind of shy, meek, and overall not a very social type of person. My logic was that these types of people wont leave you for their other friend because they didnt have one in the beginning or just too shy to say no to me. Thats how I began making a bunch of friends like that. Im not an introverted type of person by all means, I like to have fun, I like to make jokes. And through that I believe I changed some of these people I made friends with.

Theyre not as shy anymore they express their opinion and isnt so depended on me. But as I was thinking about my entire life yesterday I realized none of the people I started being friends with cared about me. They took so much and never cared to give it back. And even during my childhood whenever I was in a bad situation (someone bullying me or I was arguing with someone) none of them stood up for me. I never genuinely had a friend standing up for me. They were all so passive. And would act like nothing happened after it.

I tried to be friends with different types of people in high scool. The social kind. Theyre also bad to me. Only talking when needed but just almost all the time talking with their other friend. Sure I dont care if you dont see me as your friend but its so confusing when she labels me as her friend during our alone moments. And the same thing not caring when someone treats me bad. I mean kf course depending on the situation its better to not step in but most of the time its me getting treated so bad in class by someone she sees as a friend. I thought about it multiple times, but in the end if I was in her shoes I would say something. Something! So my friend knows I got her back.

I really dont understand why are all of the people I make friends with like this. Two faced and a coward. Maybe its just me maybe I cant find loyal nice friends but at the end of the day I feel more lonely than ever. I've always treated my friends nicely and made them laugh when I can. I wasted my energy money and time to these people in hopes they would treat me the same. But it never came.