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Champagne and meatballs. I regret that I unintentionally hurt my boyfriend of 8 months due to my jealous trauma reaction which i’m in therapy for. I didn’t speak to him for 2 days. During that time he was texting me that he loved me and wanted to talk. I was dismissive. After 2 days when we spoke again we didn’t resolve it but he seemed like he was past it. It took me 2 weeks to realize I was wrong to not speak for 2 days. During that time he slowly detached with less communication. He stopped talking to me, saying he needed distance. The next week he ended it and said he realized he has no romantic feelings. I want to fight for the relationship and I’m struggling with how. I’m working on a response to his break up. He normally has anxious attachment tendencies.

I was thinking Vaults of Terra...But I am extremely indecisive

The books i've read thus far.

Dawn of fire books 1-8

Eisenhorn omnibus

Ravenor omnibus

Ultramarines Omnibus 1 + 2

The infinite and the divine

Dark Imperium book 1

Lion of the forest

Cawl the great work

Fall of Cadia

Book 1 of the grey knights omnibus

Book one of the founding

A ton of short stories

Pictured is my bookcase of shame of 40k. (My HH books not pictured)

I've been collecting 40k books on my own for about a decade or more. Nobody really to talk to about it other than my brother in law. I'm terrified to talk about it online though.

EDIT: link to higher res pic https://ibb.co/wFQcDqpT