Super lost on what to do
Hi guys!
I’m 23 (F), and recently got a BScH in Animal Biology. I wanted to get into vet school but due to my inability to find “veterinary hours” for my vet school application, it’s on the back burner.
I’ve tried relentlessly for over 4 years to find a job at a vet clinic within an hour radius around where I live. Full-time, part-time, overnights, etc. I’ve also asked to volunteer. I cannot for the life of me find a position as a veterinary assistant, receptionist, or even find a spot for me to volunteer to gain these hours.
I have experience volunteering in wildlife rehab, on farms, and I even worked as a farm hand over the summer for a few years and I can’t find literally anything. My veterinarian dream is kind of withering away.
I’ve recently moved to Erin (small town near Caledon, Ontario) and it’s the exact same out here, yet I’ve been having more doubts than ever. I got a gig to work as a tree pruner at a big tourist farm, and after working there (relentlessly), I got almost completely ghosted after 2 weeks despite the farm owner opening up applications to hire highschool/college students soon. I have no idea what I did wrong, and it feels super scummy since the owner hired a bunch of immigrants (from an agency) to do the tree pruning work. I get if he couldn’t have me in now, but he’s been leaving me in the air because whenever I ask about hours etc., I get no response from him. Only about other inquiries such as when I get paid etc.
If this was a one off thing I’d feel a little better, but I recently had an interview at a vet clinic (which included a 3 hour long working interview) where the vet told me that she’d get back to me later that night, never did. I’ve been relentlessly calling this clinic for well over a week now, and miraculously, whenever I call they are “in a meeting” or “busy”. I also had a humane society call my number, leave me a message, and I’ve been calling them now for 4 days and nobody is getting back to me there either.
All minimum wage 17 dollars an hour, by the way.
These 4 years have made me incredibly tired and burnt out of getting these hours, or even finding jobs for that matter. I’m trying to find something paid right now while I figure out what I want to do (vet school, teacher’s college, etc.) and I’ve applied everywhere from humane societies to vet clinics to farms to pet stores and I can’t find literally anything where my degree would be relevant in the slightest. It makes me believe that there is an issue with me. My self confidence is at an all-time low, and I’ve been having a lot of fear that I will amount to nothing. I think about all those late nights studying, and for what? I’m seeing highschool kids end up at these places where I’ve been applying nonstop for years, and I’m stuck in this cycle.
Maybe a little bit of a vent, but I’m tired of recruiters not calling me back or even giving me any kind of communication. It makes me feel subhuman, and not worth anyone’s time. Why would you have me in your clinic for 3-4 hours if you aren’t even going to get back to me? It was such a waste of time. Why would you replace me with other people and not give me hours, a schedule, or literally anything to go off of?
Ugh. If anyone has any ideas, let me know. I’ve tried just walking in-person and handing in resumes, I’ve tried indeed, I’ve tried emails, I’ve tried calling. I thought I’d have more luck now that I’m out of school, but no. I don’t.