i feel lost and alone
there's nobody in my life who understands me. who knows my true self, what i'm really like. i have nobody to share the thoughts i have in my head. if i were to disappear, nobody would even notice for a good while. i'm so tired and lost- do i wait for the right people to enter my life or do i put myself out there to seek them out? i've felt like this for so long and i just feel stuck and rotting in a deep pit of isolation. i just want somebody to understand or to at least acknowledge the state that i am in. my life feels so small and unimpactful. :C