u/Few-Share6542

I was told by a friend that this might be existentialism.

Throughout my life I have always had these moments where I'm sitting down watching TV or doing literally any task and all of a sudden - I snap out of my body and view myself from this third point of view. I question what this is? who I am who is this person who's perspective I'm viewing from? And what am I supposed to do with this new awareness. What's stopping me from getting in my car and going somewhere to just do f*ck all; yet, I don't. Recently its been happening everyday I don't know what to do with this self awareness. Does anyone else experience this. What is all this lol.

Resume

I've been slowly working my way up and now I'm almost ready to enter the finance field. Currently finishing my B.S. in Finance (August 2026) and working as an assistant manager at a small company. Targeting FP&A analyst roles. Please judge the crap out of my resume. Any help is appreciated!

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I've been slowly working my way up and now I'm almost ready to enter the finance field. Currently finishing my B.S. in Finance (August 2026) and working as an assistant manager at a small company. Before that I was a staff accountant doing month-end close, variance analysis, and forecasting. Targeting FP&A analyst roles, ideally in fintech. Please judge the crap out of my resume. Any help is appreciated!