u/Fine-Shower5945

Im done with saturn and moon conjunction screwing me up mentally and everything in my life due to not being able to think properly for any situation and losing up so many opportunities in life with overthinking and sometimes just not thinking properly. Literally sucking the soul out of me, even people are telling me that my joyous nature is slowly fading away and its visible on my changing face shape which ill be honest have started hating.

I would really appreciate if anyone could give me solutions or remedies to deal with this. For context i have retrograde saturn and moon in 11th house in gemini

tldr: gave efforts for entrance exam, scored 14 marks more than last year cutoff, turned out im behind 5 marks for this year cutoff, student at college says only 15-17 students reported in batch of 35-40 still havent received offer letter or admission yet, still holding belief that i am getting admitted but would love your insights or help

Hi guys so this is something that I completely didn't leave for manifestation and actually put in efforts. It's about my college admission. I studied hard for this exam as hard as I could do get in and actually scored great in it after the scorecard was shown. I did my stuff, i put in efforts and now only thing left was to manifest getting in.

Knowing that i actually scored a great score, i was sure that I'm getting in, infact I planned everything. Found out the muay thai classes that I'll be taking when I join, the stories I'll be telling to my new friends over there, the outfits planned everything.

But then first iteration of results came and I missed the mark by 5 marks(mind you compared to last year I had 14 more marks for cutoff but this year it went up by 19marks)

I didn't make much of it and knew next iteration, I'd get converted but alas that didn't happen too. Last official iteration happened in start of August and the cutoff didn't drop at all, while the classes started.

Now here's the funny part, when I inquired a student who got in and he said there's only 15-17 students he sees in the class. Last year intake was 35 students and only 15-17 students have reported as of now over there. I don't know why they are not filling up the batch or what even is happening. It's been 15 days since I heard about this and yet I haven't received anything. I still believe I'm getting in and have decided on that fact but these 3 months since I gave the exam and got my result, i havent received it yet.

Right now it feels like I'm holding on to a sunken ship even though every fact says that I should be in that college. I'd love if anyone could identify and tell me if there's anything wrong that I'm doing or I should drop it and start looking at life differently where I'm not in the college and start finding other opportunities in life.

It's night time for me, and I don't want to go sleeping that I'm having doubts about my manifestation so imma do a SATS rn.Still chasing a sunken ship? (Ironic twist?)

tldr: gave efforts for entrance exam, scored 14 marks more than last year cutoff, turned out im behind 5 marks for this year cutoff, student at college says only 15-17 students reported in batch of 35-40 still havent received offer letter or admission yet, still holding belief that i am getting admitted but would love your insights or help

Hi guys so this is something that I completely didn't leave for manifestation and actually put in efforts. It's about my college admission. I studied hard for this exam as hard as I could do get in and actually scored great in it after the scorecard was shown. I did my stuff, i put in efforts and now only thing left was to manifest getting in.

Knowing that i actually scored a great score, i was sure that I'm getting in, infact I planned everything. Found out the muay thai classes that I'll be taking when I join, the stories I'll be telling to my new friends over there, the outfits planned everything.

But then first iteration of results came and I missed the mark by 5 marks(mind you compared to last year I had 14 more marks for cutoff but this year it went up by 19marks)

I didn't make much of it and knew next iteration, I'd get converted but alas that didn't happen too. Last official iteration happened in start of August and the cutoff didn't drop at all, while the classes started.

Now here's the funny part, when I inquired a student who got in and he said there's only 15-17 students he sees in the class. Last year intake was 35 students and only 15-17 students have reported as of now over there. I don't know why they are not filling up the batch or what even is happening. It's been 15 days since I heard about this and yet I haven't received anything. I still believe I'm getting in and have decided on that fact but these 3 months since I gave the exam and got my result, i havent received it yet.

Right now it feels like I'm holding on to a sunken ship even though every fact says that I should be in that college. I'd love if anyone could identify and tell me if there's anything wrong that I'm doing or I should drop it and start looking at life differently where I'm not in the college and start finding other opportunities in life.

It's night time for me, and I don't want to go sleeping that I'm having doubts about my manifestation so imma do a SATS rn.Still chasing a sunken ship? (Ironic twist?)

tldr: gave efforts for entrance exam, scored 14 marks more than last year cutoff, turned out im behind 5 marks for this year cutoff, student at college says only 15-17 students reported in batch of 35-40 still havent received offer letter or admission yet, still holding belief that i am getting admitted but would love your insights or help

Hi guys so this is something that I completely didn't leave for manifestation and actually put in efforts. It's about my college admission. I studied hard for this exam as hard as I could do get in and actually scored great in it after the scorecard was shown. I did my stuff, i put in efforts and now only thing left was to manifest getting in.

Knowing that i actually scored a great score, i was sure that I'm getting in, infact I planned everything. Found out the muay thai classes that I'll be taking when I join, the stories I'll be telling to my new friends over there, the outfits planned everything.

But then first iteration of results came and I missed the mark by 5 marks(mind you compared to last year I had 14 more marks for cutoff but this year it went up by 19marks)

I didn't make much of it and knew next iteration, I'd get converted but alas that didn't happen too. Last official iteration happened in start of August and the cutoff didn't drop at all, while the classes started.

Now here's the funny part, when I inquired a student who got in and he said there's only 15-17 students he sees in the class. Last year intake was 35 students and only 15-17 students have reported as of now over there. I don't know why they are not filling up the batch or what even is happening. It's been 15 days since I heard about this and yet I haven't received anything. I still believe I'm getting in and have decided on that fact but these 3 months since I gave the exam and got my result, i havent received it yet.

Right now it feels like I'm holding on to a sunken ship even though every fact says that I should be in that college. I'd love if anyone could identify and tell me if there's anything wrong that I'm doing or I should drop it and start looking at life differently where I'm not in the college and start finding other opportunities in life.

It's night time for me, and I don't want to go sleeping that I'm having doubts about my manifestation so imma do a SATS rn.Still chasing a sunken ship? (Ironic twist?)

Hi guys so this is something that I completely didn't leave for manifestation and actually put in efforts. It's about my college admission. I studied hard for this exam as hard as I could do get in and actually scored great in it after the scorecard was shown. I did my stuff, i put in efforts and now only thing left was to manifest getting in.

Knowing that i actually scored a great score, i was sure that I'm getting in, infact I planned everything. Found out the muay thai classes that I'll be taking when I join, the stories I'll be telling to my new friends over there, the outfits planned everything.

But then first iteration of results came and I missed the mark by 5 marks(mind you compared to last year I had 14 more marks for cutoff but this year it went up by 19marks)

I didn't make much of it and knew next iteration, I'd get converted but alas that didn't happen too. Last official iteration happened in start of August and the cutoff didn't drop at all, while the classes started.

Now here's the funny part, when I inquired a student who got in and he said there's only 15-17 students he sees in the class. Last year intake was 35 students and only 15-17 students have reported as of now over there. I don't know why they are not filling up the batch or what even is happening. It's been 15 days since I heard about this and yet I haven't received anything. I still believe I'm getting in and have decided on that fact but these 3 months since I gave the exam and got my result, i havent received it yet.

Right now it feels like I'm holding on to a sunken ship even though every fact says that I should be in that college. I'd love if anyone could identify and tell me if there's anything wrong that I'm doing or I should drop it and start looking at life differently where I'm not in the college and start finding other opportunities in life.

It's night time for me, and I don't want to go sleeping that I'm having doubts about my manifestation so imma do a SATS rn.

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Hey everyone,

I want to talk about hard deadlines in manifestation specifically when time is the goal.

Say you’re manifesting getting into a specific university intake this year. You align with the state, take the exam, but the 3D result is a rejection.

The standard advice is usually: "Keep persisting! It’s coming!" But if you end up getting in a year later, that’s not really the same result. A 12-month delay changes your entire trajectory. Telling someone "it worked!" after missing a time-bound deadline feels like moving the goalposts.

How do you deal with this? I'd love to understand what change is needed in the mindset here

Few days ago I asked about manifested a good entrance exam score, help me manifest me getting the seat in the college and I come back here with a realisation and few things that I believe might be the reason it hasn't happened yet.

Let me give y'all a brief about how i manifested a great score in the exam. I kinda gave up on hopes regarding exam, thinking that is this even going to work(the studying part) and I had a good rant session about how stupid the education and opportunity system is in my country with my cousin. That probably helped me detach from the outcome. I was probably like if it works it works if it doesn't ehh whatever. Secondly at the exam center I had a good conversation and few laughs with a person sitting beside me which mightve totally taken away all the tension. Now coming to the two reasons i believe it hasn't worked yet:

1. Wrong detaching: Like I said above regarding if it works it works if it doesn't ehh whatever, I thought that this was the key for me, so I started affirming "this seat is mine and even if I don't get it, it's alright although I don't know what am gonna do but I'll be fine." The things with this affirmation was the last part, I think my consciousness put too much awareness into that and now when I haven't got the seat, i literally have no idea what I'm doing in life. I literally have no motivation to anything, zero ideas, nothing. Literally just binging Brooklyn99 and Mentalist tv shows.

2. Shame: As someone who has been sitting at home for a while without doing anything productive and not getting anything in the previous exams, a kind of shame probably runs in me unconsciously. A shame that maybe I'm not enough even after i gave everything I had. A shame that even being privileged in this world, I couldn't make use of those blessings and gifts. (Although I would say this shame probably started creeping in the moment the first round results got announced and now I've noticed that these are probably running dormant in the background no matter how much I try to deny them).

I suppose these are the things that are preventing me from getting admitted in the college and branch that I desire to get in this year. Good thing Im aware of it now and can work on it (i.e. affirm that I'm in my desired college and branch/stream this year without attaching any other things behind it, although don't know how to get rid of the shame part).

I'd love to hear your thoughts on how I could improve my self concept regarding this and if any other advice y'all have for me.

Few days ago I asked about manifested a good entrance exam score, help me manifest me getting the seat in the college and I come back here with a realisation and few things that I believe might be the reason it hasn't happened yet.

Let me give y'all a brief about how i manifested a great score in the exam. I kinda gave up on hopes regarding exam, thinking that is this even going to work(the studying part) and I had a good rant session about how stupid the education and opportunity system is in my country with my cousin. That probably helped me detach from the outcome. I was probably like if it works it works if it doesn't ehh whatever. Secondly at the exam center I had a good conversation and few laughs with a person sitting beside me which mightve totally taken away all the tension. Now coming to the two reasons i believe it hasn't worked yet:

1. Wrong detaching: Like I said above regarding if it works it works if it doesn't ehh whatever, I thought that this was the key for me, so I started affirming "this seat is mine and even if I don't get it, it's alright although I don't know what am gonna do but I'll be fine." The things with this affirmation was the last part, I think my consciousness put too much awareness into that and now when I haven't got the seat, i literally have no idea what I'm doing in life. I literally have no motivation to anything, zero ideas, nothing. Literally just binging Brooklyn99 and Mentalist tv shows.

2. Shame: As someone who has been sitting at home for a while without doing anything productive and not getting anything in the previous exams, a kind of shame probably runs in me unconsciously. A shame that maybe I'm not enough even after i gave everything I had. A shame that even being privileged in this world, I couldn't make use of those blessings and gifts. (Although I would say this shame probably started creeping in the moment the first round results got announced and now I've noticed that these are probably running dormant in the background no matter how much I try to deny them).

I suppose these are the things that are preventing me from getting admitted in the college and branch that I desire to get in this year. Good thing Im aware of it now and can work on it (i.e. affirm that I'm in my desired college and branch/stream this year without attaching any other things behind it, although don't know how to get rid of the shame part).

I'd love to hear your thoughts on how I could improve my self concept regarding this and if any other advice y'all have for me.

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Hi guys, i understand that 'being' is the state that manifests and as someone who has already put in the work in giving an exam and getting a decent score in the exam, I want to understand ideas or the ways to 'be' the person who is accepted in the college.

I can't figure out what would someone who has their seat would do things from this moment. I mean as the law states assume you have it and do things from that pov, help me understand

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Hi guys, i understand that 'being' is the state that manifests and as someone who has already put in the work in giving an exam and getting a decent score in the exam, I want to understand ideas or the ways to 'be' the person who is accepted in the college.

I can't figure out what would someone who has their seat would do things from this moment. I mean as the law states assume you have it and do things from that pov, help me understand

Hi guys, i understand that 'being' is the state that manifests and as someone who has already put in the work in giving an exam and getting a decent score in the exam, I want to understand ideas or the ways to 'be' the person who is accepted in the college.

I can't figure out what would someone who has their seat would do things from this moment. I mean as the law states assume you have it and do things from that pov, help me understand

Hi guys, I bring a new problem(ok maybe some of y'all might have experienced this lol but I haven't seen anyone talk about this)

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So two weeks back, I was on a roll with my manifestations, manifesting everything that I wanted left and right, but that somehow made me conscious. It made me feel like am i enjoying too much, am I gonna run out of manifestation energy if I keep wasting it here?

And well it did kinda happen and i lost my power for a while, although I've started gaining it again and have started to manifest again as well.

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You could say that in that time period I was manifesting not trying to manifest and i completely agree. And I keep having this cycle since I got in loa community. With careful observation I realised it actually is my own manifestation.

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I want help regarding how to get rid of guilt, shame and feeling too reckless when I'm on the right path and screwing up everything. If anyone else has faced this do tell about your experience as well. Would love if anyone could guide me through this.

Hi guys, I bring a new problem(ok maybe some of y'all might have experienced this lol but I haven't seen anyone talk about this)

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So two weeks back, I was on a roll with my manifestations, manifesting everything that I wanted left and right, but that somehow made me conscious. It made me feel like am i enjoying too much, am I gonna run out of manifestation energy if I keep wasting it here?

And well it did kinda happen and i lost my power for a while, although I've started gaining it again and have started to manifest again as well.

​

You could say that in that time period I was manifesting not trying to manifest and i completely agree. And I keep having this cycle since I got in loa community. With careful observation I realised it actually is my own manifestation.

​

I want help regarding how to get rid of guilt, shame and feeling too reckless when I'm on the right path and screwing up everything. If anyone else has faced this do tell about your experience as well. Would love if anyone could guide me through this.

Hi guys, I bring a new problem(ok maybe some of y'all might have experienced this lol but I haven't seen anyone talk about this)

​

So two weeks back, I was on a roll with my manifestations, manifesting everything that I wanted left and right, but that somehow made me conscious. It made me feel like am i enjoying too much, am I gonna run out of manifestation energy if I keep wasting it here?

And well it did kinda happen and i lost my power for a while, although I've started gaining it again and have started to manifest again as well.

​

You could say that in that time period I was manifesting not trying to manifest and i completely agree. And I keep having this cycle since I got in loa community. With careful observation I realised it actually is my own manifestation.

​

I want help regarding how to get rid of guilt, shame and feeling too reckless when I'm on the right path and screwing up everything. If anyone else has faced this do tell about your experience as well. Would love if anyone could guide me through this.

Hey guys I wanted to understand how many of you feel this, that they know manifestation is real and have had experiences which support this belief for them, but for some reason can never figure what actually they did that manifested their desire for them.

Like for two things I can do the same things and only one of them gets manifested and the other leaves you wondering ok wtf did I do wrong?

If it's something internal, how can one tackle and figure out what it is for them?

Hey guys I wanted to understand how many of you feel this, that they know manifestation is real and have had experiences which support this belief for them, but for some reason can never figure what actually they did that manifested their desire for them.

Like for two things I can do the same things and only one of them gets manifested and the other leaves you wondering ok wtf did I do wrong?

If it's something internal, how can one tackle and figure out what it is for them?

Hey guys I wanted to understand how many of you feel this, that they know manifestation is real and have had experiences which support this belief for them, but for some reason can never figure what actually they did that manifested their desire for them.

Like for two things I can do the same things and only one of them gets manifested and the other leaves you wondering ok wtf did I do wrong?

If it's something internal, how can one tackle and figure out what it is for them?

Sup guys I finally got a good college for my masters in India after grinding it out hard for the last year but it all seems luck based and I feel weird about it. It started in the start of this year where I gave my first exam and didnt score well, so I took it upon myself to study all the remaining and high weightage topics of other exams. Then 2 of those exams happened and guess what not a single question came from the high weightage topics(approx 25-30% considering last few year trends and mind you these are topics which everyone skips) and there I lost my competitive edge and couldnt cross cutoff by barely 3 marks in one and not getting shortlisted in another.

Fast forward I had one final chance and I somehow secured my seat in this college and I have literally no words how to feel about it, because my dream college that I was targetting was the one where I lost my competitive edge even after preparing hard for it, whereas the college I got in is still a great one and probably has better branding but still makes me wonder the exam i gave it all for I couldnt get, whereas the exam I did just decent I got in makes me kinda cynical about life...