Finally got a good college but feel weird
Sup guys I finally got a good college for my masters in India after grinding it out hard for the last year but it all seems luck based and I feel weird about it. It started in the start of this year where I gave my first exam and didnt score well, so I took it upon myself to study all the remaining and high weightage topics of other exams. Then 2 of those exams happened and guess what not a single question came from the high weightage topics(approx 25-30% considering last few year trends and mind you these are topics which everyone skips) and there I lost my competitive edge and couldnt cross cutoff by barely 3 marks in one and not getting shortlisted in another.
Fast forward I had one final chance and I somehow secured my seat in this college and I have literally no words how to feel about it, because my dream college that I was targetting was the one where I lost my competitive edge even after preparing hard for it, whereas the college I got in is still a great one and probably has better branding but still makes me wonder the exam i gave it all for I couldnt get, whereas the exam I did just decent I got in makes me kinda cynical about life...