u/Fine_Tangelo4239

I really like Sinclaire x Dishy (I don't know the ship name) and Foggymirror (Johnny Splash x Amir)! I like thinking about how Amir has a soft spot for Johnny but he's too busy thinking about stardom to notice, lol.

As much as I love Vaughn Trapp and his voice actor, Sinclaire pretty much takes the cake for me. I don't think there's a single time I haven't laughed when talking to him in the game. His story about how he became a sink made me laugh pretty hard. I haven't completed his route but so far I think he's the funniest.

Over the past few weeks I've noticed how Instagram DMs will sometimes completely wipe all of your past DMS with someone so it looks like you're talking to them for the first time or will wipe some DMs after a certain time period, I opened my DM with one of my longtime friends and all of the DMS after last Wednesday until today were gone. Usually just closing and opening the app again fixes it but it's irritating.

I apologize if the flair is wrong, I can fix it if needed.
I'm not super sure if this is completely an autism thing, I'm diagnosed with other mental disorders but it seems like it fits the best with this.

Somewhat recently, maybe about 3 or so years ago, I started to get a lot meaner. I think I'm becoming more aware of what goes on in the world, so that could possibly be a part of this, but I feel like my personality is fracturing and I'm not me. I always feel hollow and unlike myself. I feel like I'm still that nice, sweet autistic girl I was when I was younger. I'm ridiculously rude to people I love and i always regret it, especially if I'm yelled at for it (usually by family). I don't want to be rude or disrespectful anymore, but it's so hard for me to change suddenly like this. Does anyone else go through this? Is there a way to change? Advice is welcome. I'm a little nervous to post this because I'm downvoted a lot on here for asking simple questions.

Pretty much what the title says. I comment pretty often and when I go to check my comment when it gets likes, there's always a mystery reply that disappears when I try to open it. It's really irritating me because idk what that person is saying.