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This isn’t super awful for this sub but I can’t talk about it with my friends (it’s complicated)
So I started a new job and I really don’t want to but I think I have a crush on a guy I work with. I’m not expecting it to go anywhere at all and I don’t know if I’d even want it to but I keep embarrassing myself in front of him. We have like an insult kinda banter going on right now which according to the friends I have told seems flirty. We work retail like pretty typical clothing outlet stuff. Like I said I don’t think it would ever go anywhere I’m incredibly socially awkward and kinda fat and I don’t even know if he has a gf already. The other night I got stoned and was drinking tequila and I thought for some reason it would be a good idea to add him on snap?? Who was I feeling like?? I was overly confident. What’s embarrassing is that he didn’t accept it but he started picking on me again the next day and from our convo I don’t think he even knew I did, which was honestly such a relief. Now I really wanna forget it but I can’t stop getting flustered when he talks to me, ugh I’m such a mess. I feel like this is pretty canon for awkward teen phase but somebody kill me. I don’t want to feel like this

I keep getting clumps of ingrowns and stuff that lead to big patches that eventually open up into blood blisters all throughout the center of my mons pubis and i genuinely don’t know what im doing wrong because I don’t even shave? Or do any other form or hair removal? I will maybe like once in a blue moon. I even try to pluck ingrowns in their early stages at times. They hurt though and are so in my way if I bump them during sex. What do I do?

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I grew up dealing with alot of shit, abuse to sum it up as easily as possible and mental health issues and eating disorders and it was all really bad on my teeth and now I’m 17 and they are SO fucked like I’m missing enamel and not just a bit and I can’t get dental work for another MONTH because of insurance and I’m so scared I’ll lose one or it’ll become more obvious because it can mostly hide under my lip right now and even if I paid out of pocket I don’t think it’d be enough but I just feel so scared and in pain and so ugly and I hate that there’s nothing I can do right now plus I know that when I do go back my dentist will be an asshole again and I can’t even switch because of insurance and we can’t change insurance because my parents just got this one they told my parents they couldn’t do anything major til they’ve been with them a year and my parents said that was fine but then they found out all the dental work I needed and they just shamed me and I feel so awful and to make matters worse I work at a food place with tons of desserts (not really by preference just the job I could land) I’m just so scared and mad at myself

Let me clarify first that I 100% respect the skill it requires and I don’t deny that at all, what I mean when I say photo realistic is the art so well done you can hardly differentiate it from the photo, not all realism art.
With that said I personally hate it. I’m an artist myself (although I wouldn’t say of bragworthy level) and I practice straight realism sometimes to try and develop my skill as I know it’s good for you, but as a concept I just dislike it. I dislike looking at it. My personal favorite style is realism that still has a drawing look to it. I want to see the spotty bits of the pencil, the strokes of the paint, the medium used in general (even if that’s just a certain brush digitally). I feel like when art is exact photo copy it just loses all the finesse, if you know what I mean. For me the soul of art is in the obvious signs it is art made by a person