u/Fischl_101

hello! i am i sophomore in high school, soon to be junior. my boyfriend is a senior, and will be going to college in the fall. im a little worried about what our relationship will be like at that point. im worried i wont be able to see him very often (granted the school hes going to is only 30 minutes away), or that we’ll drift or that i wont be mature enough for him or something… we’ve been dating for 8 months and i love and trust him very much. i know he loves and trusts me very much as well. the issue is that we both miss each other a lot even when we’re not so far away. im worried that i’ll be lonely or that things wont last. im not very good with change, and this makes me anxious. if anyone has gone through something similar, how did it go for you?

tl;dr: my bf is going to college while ill still be in high school. will we last? will we still be able to see each other?

i genuinely cant take this anymore. im so tired all of the time. i wish i had the energy to just do the things im expected to do. i feel like im constantly glued to my bed. every wake up, every class, every task, tires me out so much more than it should. especially now that its getting hotter, i feel so horrible. i feel so lazy. so weak. like my body cant do things it should. i usually had never been able to nap, but now ive been doing it more often and it does literally nothing but tire me out more. no matter how much sleep i get, whether its 12 hours or 4, im exhausted. im only in high school but i know the world wont wait for me. once i have a job i know there wont be time for me to be so sick and tired. i just want to get over it. im already behind. (im 16 and no license or job, i got my permit but my mom never wanted to practice with me)my head always hurts. im never hydrated enough. im so dizzy. the teachers at my school have no compassion for me. im so sick of being sick. i just want to be able to sleep forever.