u/FlamenClionalis

Either Transwomen or Transmen; doesn't matter. It never occured to me, and I'd be interrested to know.

I feel am actually doing well so far, but it's like I'm fighting rising waters.

In self defense! They forced a connection onto me and refuse to turn it off.

I would love to bring the actual Gnostic Church back, but it's hard with the materialsits of today. I've been to a local "Gnostic" Group and they were basically playing fantasy games instead of teaching Salvation.

I would love to bring the actual Gnostic Church back, but it's hard with the materialsits of today. I've been to a local "Gnostic" Group and they were basically playing fantasy games instead of teaching Salvation.

This is Kali Yuga, and to Kali Yuga we will return.

I remember being a Hellenic women and I visisted the great and far northern Land in order to honor Lord Apollon together with the wounders northpeople, who knew him by his Hellenic name and worshipped him according to our traditions, building temples to him exactly as they stood in our lands.

I remember being born as spirit being made of energy, before the existence of physical matter, living within a flowing field of potential energies, together with countless other energy spirits. We all were literally born from the loving union of a great spirit mother and a great spirit father, and like them, half of us smaller energy spirits were male like me, and the other half female.

There wasn't much to do except floating around in energy with each other, which was great fun, and we spirits basically danced together a lot. The great spirits didn't pay us much attention most of the time. At some point, we started to look for new ways to play with each other and the energy around as, and we finally realised that two spirits of opposite sex could create something new together, like our parents did. This lead to the creation of solid matter, and like many spirits, I worked together with countles other spirits to create various kinds of different material particles by combining our own spirit energies in different ways, basically by performing certain dances together.

Solid matter was a completely new substance and very bewildering to us, seemingly existing outside of the energy field we lived in, which was absolutely baffling, as that had been all of existence at this point. We had much fun playing around with matter creation for a long time, until we realised that we are actually creating new spirits and trapping them inside of matter, when we create solid particles. In hindsight, this should have been obvious to us, but we did not know any better. I am truly sorry for every spirit I unknowingly trapped in physical matter.

When this situation was found out, we energy spirits massively disagreed what to do about it, and in the end, various disagreements about the creation of matter lead to a literal energy spirit war within the field, being fought between various factions. I myself fought in this war at some point, and was ultimately thrown into physical matter by an opponent, being born as a human myself. I did not retain any memories of this orginally.

I became a 32 years old archeologist and historian from a small country in western Europe. I scholastically studied various religious traditions at university for almost a decade just out of sociological interrest, or at least that what it felt like. I suddenly started to identify as spiritual instead about a year ago, and took up the praxis of Theurgy, which lead me to recalling my past life as an energy spirit.

I want to affirm again that I am really genuinly sorry for participating in the entrappment of spirits into matter, we somehow did not realise it was happening.

I practice ancient Gnosis as thaught by the original sources, I do not ingest any drugs for my rituals, all I do is light incense and candles.

As I remember it, and some traditions actually convey, angels did not originally realise that humans are sentient, and only found out when the spirits of dead humans started to appear in the angelic realms, becoming angels themselves. This started a war in heaven among angels, as some original angels will not accept the fact that angels born from humans can be equal or even superior to them.

I remember fighting in the faction of original angels that wanted to integrate angels born from humans into the angelic hierarchy, losing to a hostile angel in battle who threw me down into matter, and so I was being born as a human for the first time.

I further remember having had a first life as a Gnostic preacher in the first century, dying of old age, and then being reborn here. I wanted to come here specifically, sensing that I could actually do more good here than in the past.

I'm not looking to argue about being Pneumatic, I know it's a crazy statement.

I remember living in the first century as a wealthy Gnostic preacher from Galilea. I had a house in Tyre but usually I was moving around from city to city in the Levant, always giving away money to attract crowds to listen to me; it's not so easy to explain the Gnostic religion and it sounds very strange. However, I was actually not so bad at what I was doing and popular for giving away so much money to people, and a very large funeral was held for me with the rest of my wealth. I watched the people celebrate my name and then got reborn here, where I have recently started to teach Gnosis to people offline, some Spiritualists and Buddhists want to listen, but it's much harder now than in antiquity.