u/FrankYangGoals

I've read so many guides on how to bottom but none of them work for me. It's destroying my sex life. I've abstained for years now unless it's topping because whatever I do doesn't keep me clean for bottoming. For background, my diet is usually rice with chicken and broccoli, mapo tofu and rice, cheese potatos, rice and curry, spaghetti, boiled eggs with lettuce and ranch, etc. and i always have a bowl of fruit with each meal.

I've tried using bulb douching but only a third the bulb every squirt. I do it until it comes out clean. If I do it 2 more times to make sure it really is clean then it starts getting dirty again. If I don't double check and just go straight into it then I get shit all over the toy and it won't stop either.

I've tried emotying a 2 liter colon enema bag 5 times in a row, it's just nonstop dirty..

I've tried using immodium with the douching method and the result is the same just slower.

I've tried only eating healthy stuff like salad and fruit along with ingesting fiber pills every meal, with douching, just makes me gassy and dirty nonstop. I've also tried it with immodium, same result.

I've tried just going straight into it after a shit, always shit on the toy.

I don't understand what is wrong with my guts. I poo at the same time every day, i never had stomach aches or pains, I never have diarrhea...

Please help