I want to do some type of art but i don't know what.
Idk how to start but i want to do some type of art but there are so much choices, i would like to hear some opinions, anyway i will start yapping.
I have tried different stuff throughout years.
- I tried drawing. I started with drawabox but i understood that i dont have talent enough to draw, i mean practice makes perfect but at the end i didnt enjoy it as much cause i didnt see improvement.
- I tried to write a book, i wrote a draft, about tragic life of boy who got into drug addiction etc (its kinda book about my friend which goes into very dark territories) but i didnt get too deep into it. But i lost that draft and since my grammar and way of speaking is rough/different i quit it.
- I tried calligraphy but all the inks i have didnt stick to the fountain pen tips (yes i prepped them beforehand) so they're just laying around the house
- I tried to make music, used to play bass a bit but i dont know how to sing. Tried to make music in flstudio but i was so bad at it that it was basically useless. I had idea in my mind what i want it to sound but i cant replicate it in there.
Interests:
- Lately i have been spending lots of time reading manga and i would really love to draw manga myself, especially using ink and fountain pen, really love it! But no way in life i have that talent and even if i try to practice i wont have time to master it in 50 years. Manga artist need to know so much, all perspectives, character designs, etc...
- I love sculpturing but it's so damn expensive so no way i can afford it to get good at it.
- I love music but again, i dont have talent for it and i have bad hearing so i cant hear certain piches...
- I love animations and cinematography, i spend almost everyday looking up different styles and stuff. Since im EE BSc and physics masters major who did his thesis in FEA modelling i have wanted to give blender a shot but idk, there could be so many different stuffs how to do stuff, also its hardware dependands if im not mistaken.
A bit background about myself, i have electrical engineering bachelor's degree and physics with data sciences master's degree, did thesis about finite element analysis where i programmed in python code which generated a mesh and after which i did FEA analysis.
What i really enjoy in art is dark themes, female designs (not in that way 😄 ), black, purple, red themes are my favourite.
Zdislaw beksinski artworks, goodnight punpun, blood on tracks, berserk, end of evangelion, do androids dream of electric sheep?, metamorphosis etc... are just some of the stuff that came top of my head.
I'm not type of person who likes to jump around hobbies and do everything a bit, i rather looking something to stick with and "master" it.
I like to hear your opinions and help