u/From_LA2LA_Lalala

Take a look at your own actions! Look at the crap you pulled to hurt, break or destroy your partner or others.. before you start crying..” Oh I will never forgive you for what you did to me” .or “ oh you hurt me so bad by dumping me” or “ I can’t believe you threw me out, I can never forgive you” .. well I guess if you don’t like the consequences you should treat people better.. you shouldn’t be a liar or a cheater, or and abuser! I get so sick of the poor little bitch boys that screw people over, hurt them, then want to play the victim after they don’t like the consequences of their behavior.. Every action has a reaction!… you don’t like than don’t cheat, lie, or hurt the person. Grow up. Be accountable for your own actions…

The chaos, the vengeance, the cruelty you place on me, towards me was worse than anything I have ever experienced EVER! I stayed cause of love . You chose to be evil, play games, cheat, lie and torment me for loving you!

I wasn’t perfect and I didn’t do everything right but I never did anything close to the things you did to me . I never tried to purposely hurt you. I never cheated no matter what your delusions tell you. I stood by you breaking when you were overseas only for you to cheat on me while I was so scared for you. No I wasn’t perfect but I was able to admit and see my faults I changed the way I talked to you the things I would say .. I’m sure you never even noticed yet others did and made comments to me.

Then after i found your betrayals, I chose to put the heartbreak, the pain, aside because you, us, our family meant more to me than the unfathomable amt of torment and things you did to betray me, to betray our life, to betray our family. What did I get from you? More torment, abuse, harassment. You would steal my things, my medicine, my jewelry, anything just to harass me. Then you made sure to take my freedom cause you thought you could trap me and out of vengeance didn’t tell me about an important email, you played games with our finances trying to control me. I stayed I endured your immature tantrums, you vindictiveness and cruelty hoping you would get help hoping you would see what I would endure out of love for you.

I realized though that you didn’t love me at all. You didn’t care what you did to me, you didn’t care about anything but your ugly whores. I told you over n over for us to rebuild you had to be truthful stop lying stop with you lunacy and games.. I got more games.. so NO ! NO YOU FREAKING DIDNT TRY!
You didn’t do crap .. you thought YOU could just act how you wanted you could just do the things you wanted to try on and I would just except it .. you thought you had myself esteem broken down that I was one of the weak minded thotz you mess with.. well I guess you didn’t know me did you? I guess you have paid attention to shit about me, did ya? If you did you would have know the strength I have within me .. you would know that I KNOW WHO I AM ! I HAVE SELF RESPECT! … your problem is you project your insecurities, your lies, your shady behavior on to others cause you are worried that others will do what you do to people.. it’s normal for people to project their bad behavior onto others cause they have low self esteem, no integrity, no morals..

Sorry you fucked up. I tried, I stayed through hell! To show you how much you meant to me .. I saw , I see now, what I meant to you.. NOTHING!
Good luck. I wish you the best! You can continue to write your lies. You can continue to live your lies and hurt people. I’m sorry you are this person now . I pity you.

I wanted to walk hand n hand thru your issues to help you to be there together but I can’t help or be there for someone who doesn’t want me and who has done what you have to me.
Sorry you don’t know what real loyalty is . What real devotion is .. or how to give it or even be a decent man. So continue to write bs about me continue to write lies insults whatever you want cause it means nothing just keeps reinforcing that there is nothing for me with you but lies torment and zero love after decades.. I feel sorry for you. You will never have that type of loyalty, love and devotion again.. you will never find a bond like we once had but I see that bond was gone decades ago..

goodbye honey.

I’m sorry you couldn’t and can’t see what you had and what you lost past the delusions, torment and fear in your mind.

The chaos, the vengeance, the cruelty you place on me, towards me was worse than anything I have ever experienced EVER! I stayed cause of love . You chose to be evil, play games, cheat, lie and torment me for loving you!

I wasn’t perfect and I didn’t do everything right but I never did anything close to the things you did to me . I never tried to purposely hurt you. I never cheated no matter what your delusions tell you. I stood by you breaking when you were overseas only for you to cheat on me while I was so scared for you. No I wasn’t perfect but I was able to admit and see my faults I changed the way I talked to you the things I would say .. I’m sure you never even noticed yet others did and made comments to me.

Then after i found your betrayals, I chose to put the heartbreak, the pain, aside because you, us, our family meant more to me than the unfathomable amt of torment and things you did to betray me, to betray our life, to betray our family. What did I get from you? More torment, abuse, harassment. You would steal my things, my medicine, my jewelry, anything just to harass me. Then you made sure to take my freedom cause you thought you could trap me and out of vengeance didn’t tell me about an important email, you played games with our finances trying to control me. I stayed I endured your immature tantrums, you vindictiveness and cruelty hoping you would get help hoping you would see what I would endure out of love for you.

I realized though that you didn’t love me at all. You didn’t care what you did to me, you didn’t care about anything but your ugly whores. I told you over n over for us to rebuild you had to be truthful stop lying stop with you lunacy and games.. I got more games.. so NO ! NO YOU FREAKING DIDNT TRY!
You didn’t do crap .. you thought YOU could just act how you wanted you could just do the things you wanted to try on and I would just except it .. you thought you had myself esteem broken down that I was one of the weak minded thotz you mess with.. well I guess you didn’t know me did you? I guess you have paid attention to shit about me, did ya? If you did you would have know the strength I have within me .. you would know that I KNOW WHO I AM ! I HAVE SELF RESPECT! … your problem is you project your insecurities, your lies, your shady behavior on to others cause you are worried that others will do what you do to people.. it’s normal for people to project their bad behavior onto others cause they have low self esteem, no integrity, no morals..

Sorry you fucked up. I tried, I stayed through hell! To show you how much you meant to me .. I saw , I see now, what I meant to you.. NOTHING!
Good luck. I wish you the best! You can continue to write your lies. You can continue to live your lies and hurt people. I’m sorry you are this person now . I pity you.

I wanted to walk hand n hand thru your issues to help you to be there together but I can’t help or be there for someone who doesn’t want me and who has done what you have to me.
Sorry you don’t know what real loyalty is . What real devotion is .. or how to give it or even be a decent man. So continue to write bs about me continue to write lies insults whatever you want cause it means nothing just keeps reinforcing that there is nothing for me with you but lies torment and zero love after decades.. I feel sorry for you. You will never have that type of loyalty, love and devotion again.. you will never find a bond like we once had but I see that bond was gone decades ago..

goodbye honey.

I’m sorry you couldn’t and can’t see what you had and what you lost past the delusions, torment and fear in your mind.

The chaos, the vengeance, the cruelty you place on me, towards me was worse than anything I have ever experienced EVER! I stayed cause of love . You chose to be evil, play games, cheat, lie and torment me for loving you!

I wasn’t perfect and I didn’t do everything right but I never did anything close to the things you did to me . I never tried to purposely hurt you. I never cheated no matter what your delusions tell you. I stood by you breaking when you were overseas only for you to cheat on me while I was so scared for you. No I wasn’t perfect but I was able to admit and see my faults I changed the way I talked to you the things I would say .. I’m sure you never even noticed yet others did and made comments to me.

Then after i found your betrayals, I chose to put the heartbreak, the pain, aside because you, us, our family meant more to me than the unfathomable amt of torment and things you did to betray me, to betray our life, to betray our family. What did I get from you? More torment, abuse, harassment. You would steal my things, my medicine, my jewelry, anything just to harass me. Then you made sure to take my freedom cause you thought you could trap me and out of vengeance didn’t tell me about an important email, you played games with our finances trying to control me. I stayed I endured your immature tantrums, you vindictiveness and cruelty hoping you would get help hoping you would see what I would endure out of love for you.

I realized though that you didn’t love me at all. You didn’t care what you did to me, you didn’t care about anything but your ugly whores. I told you over n over for us to rebuild you had to be truthful stop lying stop with you lunacy and games.. I got more games.. so NO ! NO YOU FREAKING DIDNT TRY!
You didn’t do crap .. you thought YOU could just act how you wanted you could just do the things you wanted to try on and I would just except it .. you thought you had myself esteem broken down that I was one of the weak minded thotz you mess with.. well I guess you didn’t know me did you? I guess you have paid attention to shit about me, did ya? If you did you would have know the strength I have within me .. you would know that I KNOW WHO I AM ! I HAVE SELF RESPECT! … your problem is you project your insecurities, your lies, your shady behavior on to others cause you are worried that others will do what you do to people.. it’s normal for people to project their bad behavior onto others cause they have low self esteem, no integrity, no morals..

Sorry you fucked up. I tried, I stayed through hell! To show you how much you meant to me .. I saw , I see now, what I meant to you.. NOTHING!
Good luck. I wish you the best! You can continue to write your lies. You can continue to live your lies and hurt people. I’m sorry you are this person now . I pity you.

I wanted to walk hand n hand thru your issues to help you to be there together but I can’t help or be there for someone who doesn’t want me and who has done what you have to me.
Sorry you don’t know what real loyalty is . What real devotion is .. or how to give it or even be a decent man. So continue to write bs about me continue to write lies insults whatever you want cause it means nothing just keeps reinforcing that there is nothing for me with you but lies torment and zero love after decades.. I feel sorry for you. You will never have that type of loyalty, love and devotion again.. you will never find a bond like we once had but I see that bond was gone decades ago..

goodbye honey.

I’m sorry you couldn’t and can’t see what you had and what you lost past the delusions, torment and fear in your mind.

No more games and I will let go of the decades, the love ... Im hurt, yes and so are you. If you dont want our family than ok.. Im tired of this.. I just saw my daughter she isnt happy with you so apologized to me, said she knows it is all true. She also loves you and asked "why you wouldnt try to ever fix it".. I said I dont know. I told her we both ruined things but I was willin to come to truth, I stood there waiting for you and Im still waiting .. well not anymore. Every day I dont see anything but games I lose more of you. Why dont you tell her why you dont try to fix.. She said now she is afraid that being with someone for so long means nothing, she always wanted what we had, so it couldnt have been that bad. She also said she doesnt want to go tom and do the thing you asked her. She doesnt want to do things without me there she said " It hurts to see you not care" cause she sees me cry but sees you not care at all.. She loves you but is mad you threw all of us away.