chemistry mhe fail tha, compartment exam diya nhi ki ek baar mhe improvement dunga also baki subjects mhe bhi exam dena hai for the 75% criteria in jee so basically compartment plus improvement dena mujhe
I just hate these chronically online people in my generation
So basically I am 19M my family is a bangali immigrant and lives in uttar pradesh I have been here for all my life but I hate it the culture the people everything bro mere school mhe mere dost katta(illegal firearm) late the har dusre din ek dusre ko gher ke marte hai itni gunda gardi hai moti budhi wale log hai if after college I shift to Kolkata tho vaha kesa mahol hai(be completely honest) like I don't want my parents gf living in such shit hole .also idhar tho couples ko ese dekhte hai mano kabhi dekha na ho like mhe 1-2 saal mhe ek baar jata hu 15 din ke liye bohot salo se gya bhi nhi but I love the culture I see on tv and I saw when I was really young I don't know the ground reality 🤡
19M ,I wanna join the air force as a pilot I have a height of 5'5" right now preparing for jee drop year can someone tell me what are the things I should keep in mind and know (basically) so I can absolutely one day become a fighter jet pilot :)
I am a dropper could this be used to start from scratch and complete everything in 120 days as said in the batch
Can i complete chemistry for jee mains from manzil series plus 5 year pyq i have studied nothing in it just mole concept
Can i complete chemistry from the manzil series plus 5 year pyqs for 99 percentile i have studied zero chemistry just mole concept (pls be nice 🙂)
18M here, just finished 12th and prepping for JEE (one of the toughest math entrance exams globally), so my math's pretty solid up to grade 10 level. I have some free time and can offer casual 1:1 tutoring for $10/hr if anyone's stuck or looking for affordable help. Not trying to run a business, just a student with time to spare. Happy to do a free intro call first so you know it's a good fit.
18M here, just finished 12th and prepping for JEE (one of the toughest math entrance exams globally), so my math's pretty solid up to grade 10 level. Got some free time and offering casual 1:1 tutoring for $10/hr if anyone's stuck or looking for cheap help. Not trying to run a business, just a student with time to spare. Happy to do a free intro call first so you know it's a good fit.
before i say some thing please after reading this please tell me if i am the asshole here.Bro I need to just dump this somewhere because it's living in my head rent free.
So back in 9th-10th, me and my gf were the "official couple" of the class, whole batch knew, sat together, all that. There was this one guy, let's call him X, who used to straight up bully/provoke me during this time mocking me, trying to get under my skin. Thing is, physically I could've folded him easily, I'm the stronger built one, he's skinny as hell, but I never did anything back because I was scared he'd expose the relationship stuff to the school and it'd become a whole scene for her. So I just took it.
In 11th we went different streams I went Science (25 kids, mostly guys), she went Commerce which was literally 5 girls + 1 guy. That one guy was X, and he was in her friend group.
We never broke up, still together till now, but 11th class had its rough patches normal couple fights, wouldn't talk for a few days sometimes. And during exactly those cold-war phases, I'd walk past her class and see her laughing it up with X while she wasn't even replying to me. Foundation of insecurity: laid right there.
Then on Teacher's Day, backstage in the green room before some performance, we were in a cold phase (not talking), and I see her fixing X's hair while hanging out with him and another girl, watching reels on his phone. Ngl I felt like throwing up. Went to washroom, cried, came back, acted normal. Said nothing. To make it worse X is 5'10, I'm 5'5, so that height insecurity just added fuel too.
Sat on this for 1.5 YEARS without saying a word because I kept telling myself I'm just being an insecure jealous bf. Finally brought it up she said she did it on purpose to make me jealous and didn't think I'd still be hung up on it a year later, then started crying. And I ended up being the one comforting her while I felt hollow inside. Classic.
It's been 2.5 years total now. We're still together, I do love her, but every few months this memory just resurfaces out of nowhere and I get this weird mix of anger + anxiety even though logically I know it's old news. My JEE mains is in 6 months and this exact thing decided to come back and mess with my focus AGAIN.
I can't even bring it up to her again because she'll just say "you're doing this again, it's such a small thing, let it go." So I'm stuck replaying this instead of doing physics numericals like a functional human.
Anyone dealt with something like this some old insecurity that just refuses to die and picks the WORST times to resurface? How do you actually kill it instead of just suppressing it every time?
