u/FuckMeDaddyFrank

This whole year has been completely shit

First my bird had some health issues which lead to a whole lot of worrying and sleepless nights. Then I had a relapse after almost a year. My friend who I'm kinda dating starting to act weird to me like he's trying to push me away (talked to him and he apologized and said he didn't wanna make me feel this way and it wasn't his intention, yet the feeling only got stronger the last time we hung out), then I got sick at the end of March which has genuinely not gotten better completely yet. Shortly followed by my beloved baby bird passing away after 12 years. And immediately after my PC stopped working.

And now I thought this month was finally gonna get better and immediately on the first day my Nintendo Switch decides to break and looking at my finances I can't get a new one or get it fixed within the next1-2 years.

I genuinely just wanna cry and hurt myself so bad it's always some bullshit and I feel so disconnected from everyone and feel like no one really wants to be around me to comfort rn.

I just need a hug and shit to get better. Spend the whole second half of the day just starring at the ceiling wishing I could wake up in another life.

Idk, just needed to get this all off my chest cause I'm super close to crashing out and smashing my head through a wall metaphorically.

I have no idea who at Blizzard thought making chat open when u press L3 every time now ingame was a good idea considering people may put abilities on L3, I have a lot of stuff on so many heroes on L3 for convenience (rez, some dashes etc) and now I can't play properly cause I always get stuck mid fight.

There's absolutely no reason to not make it a setting like everything else.

We already have limited buttons and now one button is completely useless and I have to essentially rearrange most heroes buttons and readjust cause of this.

No!

Edit: Okay apparently it's a bug and not intended! At least something 💀

Lil rant cause of some interactions I got on Twitter. Why do so many people will tell you "I have bpd and everyone who cuts themselves has bpd as well!" Like that's just plain wrong and certainly not helpful to people who don't have bpd but cut. I had to literally debate this therapist to not diagnose me with bpd cause I don't fit into that at all besides cutting. And it's literally a symptom of many mental illnesses, so I don't get why people act like only people with bpd cut?

Like all this does is lead people to get a wrong diagnosis of they don't actually have bpd.

And someone said that it's mostly found with people with bpd but that doesn't really change the point I have at all, most sure, but not all.

Like you don't diagnose everyone who has idk a runny nose with the same thing immediately, the doctor would check to see what the cause is and not immediately throw out a diagnosis for a cold cause it's the most common thing with the symptom.

Sry just a lil rant about generalization of symptoms which bothers me.