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So I’m 30, and I’ve never been in a relationship, when I talk to a guy and wants to date me I panic or avoid them, I don’t know why, I think it’s because of movies or tv shows I watch, I see in my perspective in relationships drama, there’s cheating, obsession, stalking, and worst killing! I don’t want none of that! I feel like in a relationship there’s more down than up to making you happy. My sister’s fiancé is very attached to her, he sometimes doesn’t wanna leave by her side and he gets jealous when she goes out with her girls. When he’s in a bad mood she’s in a bad mood, my sister is not the same anymore, but I don’t wanna intervene anymore because she’s my best friend, but now her new best friend is him but makes her mad, sad, or happy, I don’t know, being in a relationship sounds complicated. That’s why I don’t wanna be in one because I don’t wanna be attached or be in a scenarios (cheating, obsessions, or worst!) I don’t have a big brother, so there’s no one to defend me for this.
Or what do you guys think?

Ok, so I’m a baby witch, I’m learning and studying about spiritual stuff, deities and tarot! I’m already doing mediation rituals, like lighting up white candles just to ground myself, like remove stress and anxiety.
But I want to learn how do I start astral travel?
I really don’t want dark spirits near me or attract evil energy…
Any suggestions

I’m 30, and I’m still new to the spiritual world, I want to start how can I work with archangels? I’m very fond of Archangel Raphael, Michael & Metatron, I want to open my third eye and be clairvoyant, how can I start? What are the first steps?

I’m doing a poor job looking for a job, and that’s babysitting/nanny!
I can’t find a full time job as a nanny,what am I doing wrong?

I want to learn how to contact with Archangel Raphael? It’s urgent and I know he’s a healer and I need his help to heal me, and I heard stories online of people having dreams of him or him talking to them, I try to contact him by meditating but I don’t think I’m doing it right. Any suggestions? Or advice?