My online friends call me handsome, i think they're lying to not makes me feel bad.
For context, I'm an Asian minor trans man. Which i don't pass due to strict schools rule. My skin is tan, my nose is wide and most importantly is that i look feminine. I don't considered pretty here. I fit none of the Asian beauty standards, no wonder why no one wants me here. I always try to act nice, if not, i think i would be treated as badly as my childhood life. Most of the people who called me handsome are mostly westerners online friends of mine. I always think they're lying, because here no one said that i even look decent. Thr problem is that i can't move to other country to see it myself if they're lying. I think if my hometown people doesn't approve my look, no one else will.