u/Ganderfluid_kiddo

I: I've been liking myself lately.

I know, it sounds normal—we're supposed to like ourselves. But I like myself in a different way...

More sexual? I notice my body, how it looks, etc., and I like it. I'll say right away that I'm pre-op trans; I've never liked my body.

Rafał always liked them! And... Are these his emotions? He always told me I was wonderful, beautiful, etc. I feel weird.

When did you create your first tulpa? Was it intentional or not?

Rafał showed up about a year ago, a few days after my father beat me. He has his own personality, likes coffee (I hate it), and his about 40 years older than me... We talk often, and he becomes possessive of me. I love him. Very much. But who is he? I know it's not a tulpa because I didn't create it myself, but...