u/GayAssBeagle

Im thinking of making one while in uni. I already have a perfect pink charger i am planning to turn into one. I always used to treat it like one when i was roleplaying lol.

I WILL share the finished project, itll look like one of my bigger braids!! Eiii im so excited!!

I always thought they shouldve done this as merchandise tho

Starting today, I’m no longer buying anything else new. I think I’ll be pretty good maybe some emergency purchases but for right now I’m just focusing on paying off everything currently I’m in $8000 worth of debt and if I add up the new bill I’ve gotten from my school stuff. It’s a roughly around 9000.. I know it’s gonna grow even more and more but now I’m in that stage of my life where I’m not really going out or doing anything fun I’m mostly just gonna be working myself half to death paying off these debts and eating mayonnaise and pepper sandwiches with celery and water for a good amount of years and maybe having meat under a blue moon once in a while. Sure I’ll spoil myself, but it will be very small and only for usually a half of a day.

I refuse to be in loads of debt for the rest of my life, and I will damn near starve myself to do so!!

I’d rather be a deadbeat to the credit card companies, then be a deadbeat parent!!(never having children a day in my life I dislike saying that lol)

Does anybody have any tips for paying it off a little bit faster? Do I dislike basically put more money into the debt? I’m paying off and hold off eating sometimes?

(THIS IS NOT A SATIRE/JOKE POST I’M ACTUALLY GOING TO DO THIS)

Are you truly Bisexual if you haven’t ran into someone with a bicycle?

(Im operating off of 3 hours of sleep, I don’t know why this has been stuck on my mind)

🤔🤸‍♀️ 💥🚴‍♂️💨💥🤸‍♀️

After nearly a decade of not having this thing, I finally did my second retest and I passed with a score of 78 out of 100.

I’m pretty happy but also pretty nervous because this means a million things, for one I will have full access to my car during university so I can really go anywhere I want and I can be social as I want. Also finally have that freedom that everyone’s been talking about, I’ve heard it for years and years, but now to finally know that I can go anywhere I want is actually insane .But also I can for the short amount of time that I’m still in my little area do some errands and other things.

I was really nervous during the whole entire thing and a few technical difficulties happen but other than that, I passed.

I think now I’m gonna be able to finally get the help I need and start seeking other things. Funny thing is that I kept speaking it into existence basically saying that I was gonna pass and that I wasn’t gonna really worry too much because I was gonna do well and it turns out I did really well.. again I’m really nervous and I can’t wait to see where this takes me but for right now I’m pretty excited. I should be getting my license either next week or the following week but either way I am officially adult adult adult adult. Lol

Dude i swear to god i saw my cousin wearing this “popular fit” and brodicon…IT LOOKS LIKE IT HURTS TO WEAR. Idk who lied to these poor dudes and told them chicks digged the tight metrosexual women’s pants shit but dudeee 😭😭 man?? And i swear i could see the pain whenever he had to pick up something or sit down.

Also WHAT THE HELL ARE THESE “FITS” ?! I understand, guys like looking a certain way but dude you just look like a homosexual humanoid Thomas the Tank engine, especially with those fuckass glasses. Thise big ass bulking square things that DENT phones if you drop then high enough (happened twice) or those skinny ass ones that snap so easily, there is no in between.

I wanna say so much more but i cant type man, my sides hurt so bad rn. He forreal told me “this is true fashion, just admit it”. HELL NO WHY DO YOU HAVE FRENCH FRY LEGS??? 🦵 WHY??

I hate the fact that I have the ADHD that has time blindness and all that other mental deal load crap because I can’t focus half the time. Just when I think I’m finally settled in and only have been sitting down for like 20 or 30 minutes. Nope it’s been like two hours and everybody thinks I’m a dickhead now. Like no I’m not. I just don’t understand how time works anymore even with schedules, like 50% of the time it all goes wrong because one thing happens and then 1 million things need to be fixed and by the time I’m done with those 1 million things. It’s been like four hours!!

Either that or when I’m actually on track and I’m doing things in the correct amount of time, I realize it feels too short, like I don’t know how to explain it but when I’m doing things at the right time it just feels like I don’t have enough time which causes me to rush and unironically cost more time. It’s a very vicious cycle. One thing that helped me was caffeine but after a while, I don’t know why it just stopped working eventually, I did move onto nicotine for a hot minute, and that definitely helped but the only trade-off that I had to keep having stronger levels of it, which wasn’t good for long-term stuff and plus I had to stop because one time I actually tried hitting a vape at some point and my chest said “ yeah no, you keep doing this. I’m gonna collapse… like dead ass”. ever since then it’s been pretty much hell to constantly keep up with it and then every single picture I am in now, I just look horribly depressed because it feels like I’m not getting enough time to sleep either (OR DO ANYTHING FOR THAT MATTER)

Sometimes I’ll go to sleep for what I think is 30 minutes but nope it’s literally only been 10 or how I’ll wake up in the middle of the night thinking OK it’s daytime. Nope you literally only went to sleep for about like five minutes. You just woke up. It’s so frustrating. It’s either I have had enough time or I haven’t.

What the hell ADHD??!

So my ass ended up going to work by accident . I somehow didn’t realize today was Wednesday and ended up staying for the original hours anyways. In hindsight I was needed, they sent two dudes home early for legitimately no reason and one poor girl forgot to come in at the wrong time. Not to mention it just went to shit within minutes of me being there but had i not been there it wouldve been worse.

Idk how the hell my job/GM expects only 3-4ish folks to run a shift on one of the more busy days like dude!!

I think my brain is messed up a bit more now. Either that or its the stress from eveything heading towards uni, I’m trying to make sure i got everything right so i dont have any issues. Couldve gone out today but instead i got my ass stuck at work. I mean at least I have extra hours but goddamn, IVE been forgetting so much shit lately. Its kinda worrying lol

They were really just a bunch of friends having the best days of their lives. Cant really do that now with all the shit going down but to know their process wasn’t perfect and had loads of changes. Like so many things added or taken out or not even put in. It helped me with my creative work, and it was inspiring (manga). Like i don’t feel as bad for removing or changing my creative style as much. It’s just so cool to see how things went and see how big they got.

Thanks BH, y’all the GOATs

With everybody else going crazy about their ages and everything. I for one am excited to be a 30 at some point like I’m most likely gonna be 30 in Uni so I’m not really concerned. A lot of folks say I’m throwing away my 20s by going to uni and everything but I don’t really care because there really wasn’t anything going on beforehand even right now. Right now I’m just going to this part-time job to make some extra spare cash before I head in because I know I’m gonna need it. Something in me is telling me I’m gonna need it so why not and also it gives me something to do.

I also know that with my degree I’m most likely just gonna be rigorously studying with barely any time to really get any money until I guess I start clinicals or something. I do have a plan though so I’m not going into this just wanting to get the degree and twirling my thumbs after graduation because most likely and from what I heard, I’ll probably have a job right in the middle of me completing it, which will be awesome and I won’t be against it .

I’m fully OK with time changing and things happening, but I’m pretty OK with this being my career for the rest of my life also. I don’t feel like I could ever have any more cool experiences or anything of that nature I feel like I’ve pretty much passed all that and now it’s just like I guess kind of settling down and just getting money and paying bills and living in a place and doing that until I die, I guess

I’m really excited!

You know it’s something, for the past few years I’ve been so afraid of living because I thought I could be killed at any moment, but I didn’t realize I had already died the second that I trapped myself in my room at 13 years old. I lied to myself for multiple years, simply claiming it was for safety, and I needed to focus on my studies(studies that I was horribly failing and barely passing with an occasional B and maybe a large amount of Cs) . But deep down, I always knew I was lying to myself. I was not living to my full potential or desire all because I was too afraid to exist. I took what others said and I took it personally, how could I not? When you hear something constantly over and over again and you truly feel like you’re the only one who can really understand it and had to bear it because everyone else thinks you’re overreacting, what is the other option?

To me there really wasn’t, but that was a lie. There was another option. Live in spite of it. Live so boldly and so greatly that when asked to stop, you would have selective hearing. No that’s not what I did . I cowardly hid, I made sure to let everyone know that I did not want to talk to anyone or did not want to have any relationships with everyone because I was being miserable and not only myself, but to others around me and I had no idea. It wasn’t until someone finally told me that I knew, but I didn’t wake up at that time. It took until I was almost 23 to finally see it, most like everybody.

But at 24 I see a completely different moral at first I was going to head back to what my old self knew as familiar but that would not be doable or sustainable as I’m an adult and I have to live. I have to work if I want to live. I can’t hide forever, and I know this is elementary in realization, but to me it feels scary still. Almost like I’m stepping into something I have absolutely no idea about but yet I know it so intimately in another way that I just can’t put my finger on it.

I know everyone of my generation is going at different life paces and I shouldn’t compare myself, but I can’t help to. It’s my fault truly that I’m in this situation. It’s my fault that I allow ed myself to be hidden from the world when I just now found out that I’m actually pretty OK, it’s my fault entirely. But these next few years, especially in university I will make up for it in the best way I can.

That’s when you only have so many years to live, what’s the best other option?

Bully and live without regret or shame. Or you will live miserably and you’re finally years. This is all that keeps playing in my brain constantly every day when I think about falling back into old habits. This will never happen again. Ever.

You know that stupidass haricut, the broccoli, the wet look, the “slick” look. THEY ALL LOOK ATROCIOUS, ABSOLUTE ASS. WHY THE HELL DID WE CHOOSE THESE? We are going to be remembered culturally for our fuckass haircuts,doom and gloom ass takes and food so nasty idk what the hell were thinking but dude

THESE HAIRCUTS?WHY THE FUCK?! Why? WHYYY? Its ass its ASSS I HATE HATEEE THESE HAIRCUTS. And we dont have any alternatives that look any better, we are the chocolate milk carton filled with water folk, sure it drinkable and safe but it looks like DOODOOSHIT WATER, like PURE SEWAGE!!

Everytime i see a dude with that fuckass yeeyee hair cut i wanna pour hot soup in his ASS. Because THE HAIRCUT IS ASS UGHHH INHATE IT I HAVE ALWAYS HATED IT. Its not “raw” and if thats the case ITS RAW AND SPOILED WITH MAGGOTS AND FLIES ZOOMING OUT OF IT.

I hate HATEEE THESE HAIRCUTS UGHHAHHHHHHHH I HATE IT UGHHHHHH

Oh and ladies, QUIT PUTTING PLASTIC IN YOUR HAIR . Its FALLING THE FUCK OUT AND IM SICK OF IT!! AgghhhAGHHHHHH

Kiri and Alloy (HORIZON: HFW)are literally THE SAME DAMN CHARACTERS LMAO

-Both are “born” from long dead Dr Mothers, then born from Gods/Goddesses(GAIA/EWYA), Virgin Mother Births

-Both are clones with above average or outright Godlike powers. (Alloy is more of a master key of sorts)

-Both ARE OUTCASTS OF THIER RESPECTIVE WORLDS

-THEY BOTH DESIRE TO FIND THEIR RESPECTIVE MOTHERS/ REASON WHY THEY EXIST

At first i was like “nah theyre are tiny things but not similar..wait wait WAIT A DAMN MINUTE WHAT”

Hello Gay People My Age!! 👋👋👋☺️

I am sick of the plastic surgery posts that are trying to make waves on this subject. At first, I was a little bit confused because I had no idea why mostly dudes were just posting pictures of their face, but now I dipped my fingers into some of the guys subreddits and apparently this is a low version of what they’re doing.

They’re basically posting pictures of their faces and asking people certain critiques on it, most of them are planning to get plastic surgery, and some of them are just planning to have something done overall. I know I’m a terrible spokesperson for this shit but please do not get plastic surgery at a younger age, dude especially if you’re 20, like you haven’t even given yourself the goddamn chance to grow into your face yet.

Again, I know I’m a terrible spokesperson for this shit but my face didn’t start kind of looking like my mom’s until I was 23 now at 24. I get constantly told that I look like my mother’s clone all the time. You have to allow your face to grow and mature naturally. Getting plastic surgery is gonna make it look mad ugly when you’re like 25-30 or something. Now, if you are mad ugly, it’s understandable but if you are young, please give yourself a goddamn chance you haven’t even matured into anything yet.

Again, it’s not my place to speak, but I just had to say it because I’m starting to see a lot more posts like this and it’s worrying me. We do not need body morphia on this subject. We already have plenty of problems. Please and thank you.

A few years ago ,I wont’t lie I was apart of the early random transition of Twitter-X nuts but that was because I was coming into my early 20s.
Lowkey when I lost my phone (and earbuds) sleeping on a couch one day in the living room? BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!! I was SERIOUSLY addicted to Twitter/X to a point it for real changed me for worse. I’d yap on and on, post every 5-10 minutes, harassed my poor OOMFs at the time and I know they wanted to say it but goddamn I was miserable to be around. Not to mention i was put into so many weird situations and situationships to a point it gave me
Actual psychosis. I started to believe spirits spoke to me and that I had “special powers” that only I would know, broke up longstanding friendships due to “energies” and “Bad Vibrations” and sun charts , somehow ended up in this semi Cult like thing and didn’t notice until one of my friends stopped me , seriously believed that if i didn’t kill one of my mutuals that “a great evil” would take over their body and hurt folks, crazy shit.

but the weirdest part is me losing it to this day. I can’t find a single trace above the earbuds or the headphones and I’ve searched that couch and torn it open so many ways that I still can’t find it to this day I for real don’t know what happened to them and they have no charge so I could never do the Find My phone feature, but I’m so glad I lost it. I’m normal now and I’ve been healing pretty well. I hope I never become that person ever again.

OK, so as of right now it’s not looking good, since I’m going to Uni he already told me that several other people in the store doing the same damn thing. He said he would consider it, but it’s not looking too good right now because I would realistically only have two months here.

I could take work on campus, but it’s not looking viable and those spots will fill up quick no matter how hard I try to stay up to catch one.

As well as the pay only really being $13 which wouldn’t be a problem but now I have bigger bills I gotta pay. Low-key considering just sinking myself into more debt to get a loan and pay it off so I don’t have to deal with it so I only have one singular debt to have to pay off.. yeah I know that sounds like a completely stupid idea, but I got nothing at this point.

It is undecided as of right now, waiting for a text back pretty soon. If all goes well, then this will be something avoidable, but at this point, I’m not avoiding debt. I’ve been in it mostly nearly all my 20s life as of right now.

FINALLY AFTER 231 APPLICATIONS I FINALLY HAVE ONE.

It horrifying as hell to carry a child with you for like nine months and then they die right in front of your front door years later and all you have for proof of the attacker is a goddamn blurry ring camera’s footage. Horrible way to go man.