I think I was being roofied by my boyfriend
For context him (M20) and I (F20) used to do edibles together between 10-25mg. He said I had a weak tolerance so mostly I’d be high while he was sober. This would actually piss him off because he said it was no fun being a sitter. I’ve never done them on my own only with him so I’m not sure if my experience is normal. In my experience edibles hit maybe 10-15 minutes after consuming and make me black out with consciousness occasionally regained briefly while time passes by quickly. I barely have any memories of the highs as well and would also be high for 24 hours minimum sometimes up to 3 days until I stopped feeling queasy and nauseous. My friends who do weed are skeptical of this saying that weed doesn’t cause these effects.
I think it was possible that I was being sexually assaulted by him during these highs. I have memories of him calling my name but I couldn’t ever respond nor move it was like I was trapped in my own body. One time I do remember him getting on top of me and kissing me but I couldn’t even open my eyes or anything. Everything went black but I did feel him pushing his body against mine. Eventually I gained a little consciousness but he was using my hand to stroke himself. I’m not sure how much time has passed with me drifting in and out of consciousness but I do believe he left the room to go shower after this all happened.
Another time I had eaten the edible before going back to my place as he was the driver. I don’t know how we got back to my place nor remember but from 10am that day to about 2am the next I have huge gaps in my memory. I only remember watching a movie and maybe like 5 minutes of that. My clothes were removed I don’t remember taking them off. For some reason this 2nd time has even less memories than the 1st and it was a lower dosage. I’m not sure how weed works but even if it wasn’t roofied I have a feeling something happened I just can’t remember it however I’m scared that my memory is also making this stuff up. He told me he liked me better when I wasn’t sober he told me I was normal. I almost cannot believe if he’d do something intentional like this. It is also my understanding that weed isn’t used as a date rape drug and can’t be laced as one as well?
Edit: I forgot to put ex in the title. I’ve broken up with him since then I just remembered this stuff recently. I broke up due to his sexual pressures and anger issues