u/Glitchinsociety_

I (F20) have facially looked the same since age 14. I’ve shown people pics from when I was 13/14 and they always say I look the same. It feels like a vampire to look in the mirror and see no changes in your appearance for the past few years. Watching everyone else change into their grown faces while you’re just stunted is so sad to witness. I’ve run into someone from middle school that I didn’t recognize yet they said I looked the same and was able to recognize me, with them being 21 I couldn’t remember who they were initially.

I get mistaken for 14/15 in person. The cashiers will say “aren’t you supposed to be in school?”. My physician think I’m waiting for my mom, my eye doctor thought the same. On top of this I’ve gotten braces and funny enough my orthodontist didn’t charge me correctly mistaking me for underage. Even in online spaces people have the consensus of me looking much younger than my age. I would understand if they thought I was 16/17 but being mistaken for a 8th/9th grader as a college junior is insane. Everyday I wear a good level of makeup because with it I can look closer to my age but without it I just age down😭

I do feel that it somewhat impacts my dating life too. I’ve been hit on by 14 year olds but not men of my own age?? Maybe they assume I’m a minor and leave me alone I’m not sure. Some I attract end up making weird comments about my braces and stuff which my friends describe these types as borderline pedophiles 😔. Hopefully my face will age within the next 10 years (seeing my siblings get mistaken for 16 in their late 20s is a peek into my future). I can’t be mad at guys for not being into someone who easily passes for underage. For a while I did have a lot of resentment towards them being more attracted to mature womanly looking types; I’ve grown to understand why the ones I attract aren’t the best options anyways.

I’ve set my hinge and everything to Kennesaw and I’m still not finding dates to go on, or people unmatch/ghost. I even try to find people on instagram but either their acc is private or they’re taken💀. Approaching is already uncommon too especially with how antisocial our campus is at times. How yall finding people to date?

Hi guys I’m trying to revive one of my old servers. Wondering if anyone wanted to join lol it’s a socializing server. Still a bit under construction tho😅

https://discord.gg/h42TVZJxZ

Looking for people to join a friendly art group. This will be a place to gather together with like minded people and do arts/crafts individually. Currently we’re made up of 2nd and 3rd years hoping to expand the group. Since we’re still in the developmental stage we’re open to all ideas for where this will go.

DISCLAIMER: this is NOT a club or sponsored by KSU

My instagram is @zizic06 DM me saying you’re interested in being added to join the group chat

I (20F) have a desire to date but theres one thing that I’ve realized ruins every interaction. I am touch adverse, and don’t like to really hand hold, hug, cuddle, or mouth kiss. I do tell guys these things before we engage romantically, however, it seems that they lie about being fine with it. Regardless of me telling them about my touch aversions, they still expect me to be touchy and get upset over this? I didn’t realize how important breaking touch barriers were for men and often times I’ve had my thigh touched or waist grabbed then pushing the person back unintentionally, making them feel very rejected very early on. I’m better when theres warnings but at the end of the day, touch does not give me joy or warm feelings, it’s either uncomfortable or just feeling someone else’s body. I am not asexual I am neurodivergent if that helps (once I feel comfortable enough I can be more okay with it, I’m not oppressed to sex and stuff I just dislike rushing things). Often time I also forget to touch the other person as well, these thoughts don’t cross my mind much. I am wondering if I’ll ever be able to date or if I should give up now since it seems that 99% of men are big on physical touch.

Edit: I don’t mean to be downvoted for this☹️. I’m genuinely asking coming from a neurodivergent perspective

I see it here, TikTok, instagram, and even in person of everyone claiming they’re slightly autistic. These people aren’t diagnosed/confirmed to be and there’s no such thing as semi/slightly autistic. Either you’re autistic or you aren’t. It’s not some personality quirk. And yes I am aware that there’s levels to autism, however, majority of the time this is not what people mean. What does wanting a slightly autistic partner even mean?? Just say you want someone nerdy 😭 or that you’re nerdy yourself idk💀. Ngl I’ll definitely be downvoted for this one lol.

Edit: let me give an example. Someone claims their hyperfixation is love island

It says try deleting my cookies but I have deleted all of them 😭

Edit: oh I didn’t know they scheduled maintenance 😅

For context him (M20) and I (F20) used to do edibles together between 10-25mg. He said I had a weak tolerance so mostly I’d be high while he was sober. This would actually piss him off because he said it was no fun being a sitter. I’ve never done them on my own only with him so I’m not sure if my experience is normal. In my experience edibles hit maybe 10-15 minutes after consuming and make me black out with consciousness occasionally regained briefly while time passes by quickly. I barely have any memories of the highs as well and would also be high for 24 hours minimum sometimes up to 3 days until I stopped feeling queasy and nauseous. My friends who do weed are skeptical of this saying that weed doesn’t cause these effects.

I think it was possible that I was being sexually assaulted by him during these highs. I have memories of him calling my name but I couldn’t ever respond nor move it was like I was trapped in my own body. One time I do remember him getting on top of me and kissing me but I couldn’t even open my eyes or anything. Everything went black but I did feel him pushing his body against mine. Eventually I gained a little consciousness but he was using my hand to stroke himself. I’m not sure how much time has passed with me drifting in and out of consciousness but I do believe he left the room to go shower after this all happened.

Another time I had eaten the edible before going back to my place as he was the driver. I don’t know how we got back to my place nor remember but from 10am that day to about 2am the next I have huge gaps in my memory. I only remember watching a movie and maybe like 5 minutes of that. My clothes were removed I don’t remember taking them off. For some reason this 2nd time has even less memories than the 1st and it was a lower dosage. I’m not sure how weed works but even if it wasn’t roofied I have a feeling something happened I just can’t remember it however I’m scared that my memory is also making this stuff up. He told me he liked me better when I wasn’t sober he told me I was normal. I almost cannot believe if he’d do something intentional like this. It is also my understanding that weed isn’t used as a date rape drug and can’t be laced as one as well?

Edit: I forgot to put ex in the title. I’ve broken up with him since then I just remembered this stuff recently. I broke up due to his sexual pressures and anger issues

I have my license but not my own vehicle. Is it even appropriate to want to go on dates and stuff knowing I have no transportation? Due to high costs I probably won’t be getting a car until after graduation.

I see that it’ll be suspended for Fall semester. People were saying that the allegations were lies and fake but SCAI still took out a punishment. I don’t see why they’d take such measures for false allegations. I’m not picking sides I’m just curious

Edit: erm I didn’t expect this to blow up😅