u/Global_Matter_6027

Hi!! When I was 8(f) years old and my brother was 12 years old, we used to play together everyday in my bed. We did roleplays, and other children games (that involved very touchy stuff). But I remember that he often asked me to bounce on his crotch area, to sit on his lap, or even to sit on his face (I only wore panties).
But I clearly remember that he often made me sit on his thighs with my back to him (he was laying on the bed), and had to close my eyes. I remember hearing shaky breaths sounds, and I heard shifting, as if he was jerking off or something.
I don’t remember a lot, he maybe even touched my private area, but I’m not sure. (I’m now 13 years old, and he’s 17)

I’m very confused, do you guys think that he was actually doing it, or am I just being weird ??

(Sorry for my bad grammar, I’m French)
Thank you for reading 💗💗💗

Hi!! When I was 8(f) years old and my brother was 12 years old, we used to play together everyday in my bed. We did roleplays, and other children games (that involved very touchy stuff). But I remember that he often asked me to bounce on his crotch area, to sit on his lap, or even to sit on his face (I only wore panties).
But I clearly remember that he often made me sit on his thighs with my back to him (he was laying on the bed), and had to close my eyes. I remember hearing shaky breaths sounds, and I heard shifting, as if he was jerking off or something.
I don’t remember a lot, he maybe even touched my private area, but I’m not sure. (I’m now 13 years old, and he’s 17)

I’m very confused, do you guys think that he was actually doing it, or am I just being weird ??

(Sorry for my bad grammar, I’m French)
Thank you for reading 💗💗💗

Hi, I am a 13 years old neurodivergent girl. Months ago, I met my girlfriend (Anya) on internet, she’s very nice, she understands my struggles, and we FaceTime everyday.

Like I just said, I’m 13, and Anya is 17, but she thinks I am 15. She’s turning 18 in a few months. The problem is that we’re going to meet in one month, and I’m VERY scared to mess it up. I shouldn’t be scared, i always lied about my age on internet relationships. My mom is aware of it.

I know I’m being an HORRIBLE person for that, but I really can’t just tell her my real age, because she’ll leave me. I’m not publishing that for people to comfort me or anything, but please understand. I just needed to say it.

PS: I’m using fake names to keep itanonymous. Sorry if the spelling is repetitive, English isn’t my first language

TL;DR: I’m 13, my girlfriend is 17, she thinks I’m 15, we’re meeting IRL soon.

Hi, I hope everyone is okay; I am not.

TW: disturbing sexual stuff/NSFW. If you’re not comfortable reading about a kid thinking about thoses stuff, please just ignore this post and have a good day

Context: I am 13 years old girl, I grew up in a very happy family, with two big brothers, a lovely mother who always supported me, and my dad- aka my best friend ever. I had a full access to internet since I was around 6 years old. I always struggled with mental health problems.

One day I saw a video on TikTok about sex; I got curious and searched on internet sexual stuff when I was 8 years old. I started watching porn everyday, it became an addiction. When I was around 9-10 years old, I started masturbating, around 3 or 4 times a day. It started becoming painful, but I couldn’t stop.

Then I started masturbating to r@pes videos, videos where one of the two persons is not consented, or even where both of them aren’t consented. I also love BDSM, or any videos of sexual torture.

When I was 9 years old, I started exchanging nudes with random men I found on internet and telling them I was 14, I was really fucking stupid. I didn’t realize what I was really doing. If they asked me to ride a pillow or anything, I would do it. I’m so sorry to the people I sent pics to, it’s not your fault at all.

When I was in 6 grade, I forced my friend to kiss me. She didn’t complain but I felt that she was uncomfortable. I really regret.

Now, I am still addicted to non-consensual sexual content, often having dreams about having sex with older men, with my brothers, even my father. I’m very scared of what I could do, I don’t want to hurt anyone. Masturbating this often really hurt, and I can’t talk about it to anyone. No one know about my addiction, it’s ruining my life. I really regret everything. I’m aware that I’m a disgusting person.

(Ps: sorry If it’s repetitive or just bad written, I’m french)